re: *OFFICIAL* Fertility Treatment Thread (Clomid, IVF, IUI)

<blockquote><b>Quoting nurselindsey:</b>" You girls have gorgeous wedding pics!!! "</blockquote>




Love yours!!!! Your dress is so pretty!!  

Worst 2 days ever. This year just needs to hurry up and end.
I only slept about 4 hours last night (thanks to DH reading in bed until 2am). I get up early to finish stuff for his work potluck.... and I stop for coffee before work. Now, I've been cutting WAY back on caffeine. Like normally I have 6-7 caffeinated beverages per day. Now I'm down to like 1-2. And I only go to starbucks like 3 times a week instead of 7. This mornings drink was awful. I don't know what she did to it but it sucked.
My work day sucked... people were literally crazy today. And to put the icing on the cake, I made a med error at the end of my shift.
I can't wait to order pizza tonight, veg out, and to go bed at 9pm. Do I sound like an old person or what?!

Quoting Mrs.O♥:" <blockquote><b>Quoting nurselindsey:</b>" You girls have gorgeous wedding pics!!! "</blockquote> Love yours!!!! Your dress is so pretty!!  "

Aw thanks! I paid $100 for it a day before the wedding lol. Then I cosigned it and got it all back.

<blockquote><b>Quoting nurselindsey:</b>" Worst 2 days ever. This year just needs to hurry up and end. I only slept about 4 hours last night (thanks ... [snip!] ... end of my shift. I can't wait to order pizza tonight, veg out, and to go bed at 9pm. Do I sound like an old person or what?!"</blockquote>



Ugh, that sounds like a crap day I'm sorry. Not having the best either. I not slept 4 hours in the last 48 since I've been sick. Now DH is getting sick... Germs go away!!! I wanna feel better.

I plan on passing out by 9 too! Hope you have a better weekend!

Quoting Mrs.O♥:" <blockquote><b>Quoting nurselindsey:</b>" Worst 2 days ever. This year just needs to ... [snip!] ... DH is getting sick... Germs go away!!! I wanna feel better. I plan on passing out by 9 too! Hope you have a better weekend!"

4 hours? OMG... I hope you have a good sleep aid!
I hope you have a good weekend, too! Hopefully you'll recover.

How much fun that you are all sharing your wedding pics! I unfortunately don't have any on my computer :-(
You all looked wonderful on your big day!
I am so certain that I am having a blighted ovum, I would almost bet my house on it. I just want to get this over with so that I can drink a glass or two of wine.
I am so down today. My husband and I are having the most awful time...I am not going to bore you with details, but it is just terrible.
Life is no fun right now. I wished I could just pack up my things and move back to Germany....but once you have a child it is not only about you anymore. My heart has been broken over and over again for over 5 years now. I am sure you are asking yourself why I want another child with this man than...well, I really, really wanted a sibling for my son. I feel like he deserves not to be alone in this world. I don't know, why the f....I just can't manage to hold another child. Well, I better shut up....too much self-pity going on today.

Quoting nurselindsey:" My wedding photos - Las Vegas July 2010. Jace was bored lol."

Looove that last pic. So pretty!

Quoting nurselindsey:" Worst 2 days ever. This year just needs to hurry up and end. I only slept about 4 hours last night (thanks ... [snip!] ... end of my shift. I can't wait to order pizza tonight, veg out, and to go bed at 9pm. Do I sound like an old person or what?!"

Lol you sound like me. But I'm old.  

Unrelated to anything here, but I am super backed up and currently am down 14 pounds from thanksgiving!

I ended up speed walking on the treadmill at the gym last night since the gym was filled with meat heads, I am thinking about buying a shake weight for at home. It seems like it would be fun!

Hope everyone is recovering from being sick, it hasn't hit my house here in the south yet!

Quoting Wanted: #2:" How much fun that you are all sharing your wedding pics! I unfortunately don't have any on my computer ... [snip!] ... know, why the f....I just can't manage to hold another child. Well, I better shut up....too much self-pity going on today."

I'm sorry things are so rough right now. Do you think the stress from all this beta hell is contributing to it? I know men don't understand it AT ALL. Hang in there girl.

Quoting Dr.Clandestine:" Unrelated to anything here, but I am super backed up and currently am down 14 pounds from thanksgiving! ... [snip!] ... It seems like it would be fun! Hope everyone is recovering from being sick, it hasn't hit my house here in the south yet!"

Wow 14 since thanksgiving. That's pretty amazing!

Sorry but the shake weight just cracks me the hell up, lol.

Some ladies on BG seriously think I made up having cervical cancer or that I blew it out of proportion to get attention. Why the hell do people say that smurf? It sucks bad enough with it still making my life miserable more than three years later.

<blockquote><b>Quoting Amelia Margaret:</b>" Some ladies on BG seriously think I made up having cervical cancer or that I blew it out of proportion ... [snip!] ... Why the hell do people say that smurf? It sucks bad enough with it still making my life miserable more than three years later. "</blockquote>


Women are petty.

Quoting Dr.Clandestine:" <blockquote><b>Quoting Amelia Margaret:</b>" Some ladies on BG seriously think I made ... [snip!] ... It sucks bad enough with it still making my life miserable more than three years later. "</blockquote> Women are petty."

Yuuuup

Quoting Amelia Margaret:" I'm sorry things are so rough right now. Do you think the stress from all this beta hell is contributing to it? I know men don't understand it AT ALL. Hang in there girl."

No, I wished it was. This has been going on way longer than infertility even.
It is just getting worse and worse and I am getting to the point where I need to go. I am wasting my years away and love has turned into resentment and dislike.