Scared

I have been in denial for so long about being pregnant. All the test have been saying negative. I havent wanted to go to the doctors in fear of what they will say and what is going to happen. I already have a child. 2 actually. but one doesnt live with me. If I am I would be between 12 - 18 weeks... And abortion is the only way to go. Im on so many levels of scared its unreal. I have had an abortion before but not this far along....

I had to get this out in the open. I couldnt keep it to myself anymore.

Edit: I am not a horrible mother because one doesnt live with me. I choose it that way when the child was born. & I was on birth control too.

I wish you the best. It's going to be okay.

All the tests say negative?

Quoting Bad {MAM} -A- Jamma:" All the tests say negative?"

yes all 15 of them. I have been testing since middle of jan. I got the depo shot in november. so I havent really had a period.

Quoting Me Gusta:" I wish you the best. It's going to be okay."

Thank you. I just need to keep faith that it will.

Quoting BG Secrets:" yes all 15 of them. I have been testing since middle of jan. I got the depo shot in november. so I havent really had a period. "

I would probably say you aren't pregnant then. Depo really messes with some women's bodies. I had really bad depression, acne, weight gain, no periods, felt nauseous and thought I was pregnant but I wasn't. Hopefully that is the case for you too.

Quoting Bad {MAM} -A- Jamma:" I would probably say you aren't pregnant then. Depo really messes with some women's bodies. I had ... [snip!] ... acne, weight gain, no periods, felt nauseous and thought I was pregnant but I wasn't. Hopefully that is the case for you too. "

I hope so; Thank you.

Hey now... lets not jump the gun into the abortion is sad crap. She doesn't even know if she is actually pregnant yet.

I refuse to do adoption..

& this is in AS...

Quoting momma melissa85:

You are in AS. Watch what you say.

<blockquote><b>Quoting BG Secrets:</b>" I refuse to do adoption.. & this is in AS..."</blockquote>




This^^^

<blockquote><b>Quoting Me Gusta:</b>" You are in AS. Watch what you say."</blockquote>




I just saw that my bad

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I guess people don't understand what AS is and for  
It is a protected forum ffs.