Quoting White Chocolate Milk:" If anything this should just let you know that you are making the right decision. Yes, it may have been a hard one to make but you are ready to get this in the past and get back to your regular life."
You got guts girl! I am 30 weeks pregnant with my first baby and it is stressing thinking of all the responsibility I will be facing upon her arrival, so I understand how you feel.
Let me tell you I am glad to see that at least you are convinced that this is the right choice for you and your baby. Good luck with recovery.