wishing i could go back and change my postpartum depression?

Quoting Monica.:" I feel the same exact way as you. She's almost 3 now. But the first year of her life, I hated her. I hated myself. And just didn't want to be around her. I wish I could change it all  "

Quoting Mother of Broccoli.:" I understand how you feel, but you can't change it. When my daughter was 2 months old I got hit hard ... [snip!] ... and they make me feel like the worst piece of smurf mother ever. Am I? Nope. I'm a damn good mother and I bet you are too. "

Quoting Pepsigrl:" You shouldn't allow yourself to feel bad about something that is so out of your control. I'm sure every ... [snip!] ... control. I'm sure every women that has suffered from PPD(including myself) would have felt differently if they could help it."

Quoting Gigi❤:" yeah, it just sucks when i watch all these videos of her, and her being so innocent and tiny, and i was just so angry at her and myself and everyone aound, she didnt deserve it  "

Quoting MOMMYLICIOUS23:" HELLO my name is kristy im 23 years old after i had my 2nd baby i think i had PPD but all my depression ... [snip!] ... all my depression it hits hard when im around my 3yr old i just dont understand why still? and my 2nd baby is 1 yr and 1 month "

Quoting Gigi❤:" depression for me always comes back. get on meds. asap"

hey thanks for replaying back   and where do i get meds?? what do they do to u? a

Quoting MOMMYLICIOUS23:" "