Quoting PBrittany:" Your such a strong person, you touched my heart when i was reading this..ive never had the same physical ... [snip!] ... things no one should go through, no one at all.. your a very brave woman to post that up.. i hope you stay strong for your son"
Steven, the guy that was so mean. There is so much more to the story with him. I left this out but probably the worst thing he had ever done to me is when he told his friend if he paid him 35$ he could have sex with me at the same time as him. The guy's name was Jeff. and his girlfriend was my friend. I cried the entire time. Jeff said that he didn't know that but he did. He heard me. and Steven had just downed a mountain dew bottle of whiskey and was pushing me around. There was no saying no for me that day. That's why sex sometimes is so hard for me today.. Because sometimes I actually associate sex for love because every single guy I've ever been with sexually told me that they did it because they loved me or blahblahblah.. My SO is the first man in my life that has NEVER taken advantage of me sexually.