I am scheduled for an abortion Saturday. I will be 15 weeks. I do not want to explain why me and my husband have come to this decision, I am just looking for support. Even though I did not want this baby when I got a bfp, I am very upset about this. I haven't told any friends or family what has happened and my husband is 4 hours away at work. I am at home alone with my toddler and I just feel very lost. In a way I am relieved I will not have to carry the worry I've had on my shoulders and I know I can always try to conceive again. But I don't know I feel bad for this baby, I love this baby.
I'm so sorry you have to go through this. Just know that what you're doing is for the right reason for you and your family right now. Of course it is going to be hard, but ultimately in the end if this is what you have decided is best then you will get through it. Good luck in your recovery.
I'm sorry you're having to go through this, but you made the best decision for your family and that's all that matters. Have you thought about talking to someone afterwards just incase, to help you get through it?