fuckin fool i am...long message***
585 postsposted 18th Apr
to love someone this much...
sigh.
i see the truth now...
Abbybear01(4:02:31PM): only one that should be mad here is me so dont start acting dumb seriously
papa (4:03:03PM): Whatever. Bye
Abbybear01(4:04:01PM): even after all the shit she causes you still go and talk to her like nothing have some respect for me at least.
papa (4:05:04PM): Respect shall we talk about that now?
Abbybear01(4:06:06PM): yeah its been 7 months i've stayed true to you not once ever thinking to hurt you again
papa(4:06:28PM): It only takes one.
Abbybear01(4:07:13PM): dont act so much like an angel...vonnie told me
Abbybear01(4:07:37PM): so u just hung out with her once huh
Abbybear01(4:08:28PM): all those times you would go out you would go pick her up she told me you asked her to make out with u
Abbybear01(4:08:45PM): and i was already living here with you again
papa(4:09:03PM): Haha vonnie is just like jack. Believe whatever she says. I'm not gonna even justify myself.
Abbybear01(4:09:50PM): i'd think now that sephens born we'd start acting more like a famly and leave the past behind us for good but it doesnt seem like you want to i feel like you just want to be single and keep partying your life away without us there by your side
Abbybear01(4:11:46PM): i've done nothing wrong to hurt you all i'vebeen trying to do is love you and start a familu with you and sephen
papa(4:11:58PM): Lol it's funny how you're so easy to fool. You'll believe anything anyone says. Grow up a bit and realize people aren't what they seem to be.
Abbybear01(4:13:43PM): letting it go is easy thats not a big deal but its not whats bothering me
papa(4:14:43PM): Letting what go? I haven't done anything haha i'm not gonna apologize for some girl being a drama queen about nothing.
Abbybear01(4:15:38PM): this all hasnt hit you and you're not showing it one bit i'm tired of feeling like i'm the only one doing everything for him
Abbybear01(4:16:04PM): that doest matter anymore like you said its just drama
papa (4:16:36PM): Doing everything for him? Haha ok well if you're doing everything without me won't be a difference.
papa (4:17:19PM): Which you welcomed told you not to talk to her she's just like jack you idiot.
Abbybear01(4:18:00PM): i ask you to do things andit seems like you dont want to do it or it bothers you i want him to haveboth of us there together with him
Abbybear01(4:18:44PM): i'm tired of the fighting and drama i just want us to be happy for once be a happy family...
papa (4:19:06PM): He won't. The fact that you got pregnant was a mistake and we both know it. After you hurt me by going and fucking an ex it was too late to leave you.
papa (4:19:53PM): Cause just as easily as you get all sad all of a sudden something would happen to him in your stomach. So i stuck it out. After you hurt me i knew there
papa (4:20:24PM): Was no future for me and you, but i stayed for him. And so you wouldn't do anything stupid.
Abbybear01(4:20:44PM): maybe he happened for a reason to think about me and you
Abbybear01(4:19:56PM): and ever since then i havent hurt you and never plan on doing it i've shown you that i can be faithful
papa(4:20:01PM): No he didn't he happened cause i was stupid enough to go with the whole "just cum in me, joey always did and nothing ever happened"
Abbybear01(4:21:48PM): he'll never be a mistake in my eyes and hes your son now you can never get rid of him its life things always happen for reason and i didnt force you to do it i just told you
papa (4:22:45PM): I don't plan on getting rid of him.
Abbybear01(4:22:58PM): so you tell me all this love you've been telling me papa(4:23:54PM): No i do love you.
Abbybear01(4:25:12PM): i let myself get my hopes up for you and us and our future only for this all to happen
Abbybear01(4:25:49PM): you should have told me sooner...now idk what to think or do
Abbybear01(4:26:52PM): i loved you like no other let my love for you get so strong and now...
Abbybear01(4:27:18PM): i feel like it was all for nothing..
Abbybear01(4:28:00PM): i was loving someone that loved me back but didnt want to be with me... =..[
papa(4:29:11PM): Funny how that's how i felt in the begining. Cheater.
Abbybear01(4:30:26PM): you cant always throw that in my facei know that hurt you bad but thats the only thng you have against me all i've ever done was
Abbybear01(4:30:54PM): try and love you get your love back get us together and happy not reminiscing ont he past
papa (4:31:45PM): Haha so you think it's that easy to fall back in love after your hearts been crushed?
Abbybear01(4:33:04PM): no its not and i cant say i know how you feel but its been so long and we cant stay back in the past especially with sephen here now
papa (4:34:50PM): I can. That's the first time that's happened to me. Not to mention watching iti happen.
Abbybear01(4:36:07PM): that was the last time you'd ever have to go through that pain again i couldnt bare seeing you hurt anymore
Abbybear01(4:42:19PM): you're the only one i see myself growing old with being together as we watch our son grow up and have a family of his own
Abbybear01(4:43:52PM): i'm sorry i hurt you i'd apologize every single day of my life on my knees for you i love you i cant bare to see u walk away from me
Abbybear01(5:07:42PM): just wanted to tell you i wont be here when you get back home i'm taking sephen and i wont be at my moms ot friends
Abbybear01(5:08:04PM): nor gracies or chelles or any friends
Abbybear01(5:08:22PM): idk when i'll be back or you'll get to see him again.
papa (5:09:49PM): Don't bother coming back then. Bye. Tell him i love him.
Abbybear01(5:11:08PM): your mom doesnt want me gone she wants me to leave so she told me just go go to my moms for a couple of hours to clm down
Abbybear01(5:11:39PM): and i dont wanna take him from them so i most likely will be here by tonight ot tomorrow morning...
Abbybear01(5:12:18PM): i guess we have some things to talk about and straighten out
Abbybear01(5:13:35PM): i'm ot thinking straight right now so i might leave him with my mom and go off and think about things my mind is filled with stupid
Abbybear01(5:13:53PM): thoughts that i wouldnt wanna hurt sephen with him being with me
Abbybear01(5:14:52PM): just know that i still loved you.
papa (5:18:15PM): Yeah bye.
Abbybear01(5:19:54PM): and you act like you dont care about anything thats nice i love you carlos and you're not letting it in
papa(5:20:49PM): Letting what in?
Abbybear01(5:22:01PM): you're not letting my love in nor letting me show you how much you mean to me and you can truly trust me
Abbybear01(5:22:42PM): you're not letting the father mode hit you you're pushing it away you can still live your life you just have a family now
papa (5:22:47PM): I can't trust you.
Abbybear01(5:23:35PM): you can trust me i've shown you this for almost 8 months already you're the only one that has my heart and full on attention
papa (5:25:03PM): That doesn't matter.
Abbybear01(5:25:53PM): why would i hurt you having a child with you wanting to continue this family we started wanting to finally be happy with you
papa(5:29:59PM): Why would you hurt me in the first place?
Abbybear01(5:30:49PM): now i could never think of even wanting to hurt you you havent done anything to hurt me at all
Abbybear01(5:31:34PM): and back then idk what i was thinking you didnt deserve any of it
Abbybear01(5:32:41PM): i just wish now you'd let me show you you can be happy with me and never feel hurt again i'd do anything for you...
papa (5:33:42PM): I have done something according to that little girl vonnie.
Abbybear01(5:35:23PM): if you say you didnt i'd believe you over her completely shes not worth losing someone to talk to than your love
papa (5:39:25PM): Whatever now you change your whole mood towards that. Fuck that.
Abbybear01(5:40:30PM): no honestly she told me this awhile back so it was in my head but i didnt believe it cause you would have said something
Abbybear01(5:40:50PM): and you had promised me you never hurt me
papa (5:41:22PM): People make promises they can't keep.
Abbybear01(5:41:42PM): but she kept bringing it up while i was talking to her and it just pissed it off so instead of holding back i had to ask you
Abbybear01(5:41:47PM): whats that supposed to mean
papa (5:42:19PM): Means you said you've never hurt me after you already have.
Abbybear01(5:43:22PM): i know i did hurt you but i promised again i never would and i've stayed true to my promise
Abbybear01(5:44:10PM): i've done yhe things you've told me not to do people not to talk to anymore i ignore the ones that have cause problems between
Abbybear01(5:44:34PM): us all to show you you can trust me and believe my promises now
Abbybear01(5:47:35PM): you're scared that i'm going to hurt you again but i would never cross my heart hurt you again i love you too much
Abbybear01(5:50:04PM): you know i trust you completely its just some of the girls i dont trust one bit with you that hurts me
papa (5:57:01PM): I don't know.
Abbybear01(5:58:24PM): you dont know if you want to let yourself trust me think about it cause i know a part of you does sweetheart
papa (6:07:52PM): It's not even that anymore i'm just tired of everything. It's too much.
Abbybear01(6:09:07PM): well like ive told you dont have to give so much of yourself to me i just want your love give it all to sephen we cn still be good
papa (6:11:47PM): I do give it to sephen.
Abbybear01(6:12:18PM): you just dont want me anymore then...=[
Abbybear01(6:13:30PM): livin on our own willbe diff alot diff i wont follow u like a puppy i'll leave you be to do as you please just give us a try a chance
papa(6:28:47PM): Idk
Abbybear01(6:29:48PM): will you at least please think about it i'll leave you alone all day to think and we'll figure something out later on?
papa(6:31:19PM): K. But i'm not making any promises.
Abbybear01(6:32:55PM): ok...but really think about it hard the future and everything mostly sephen and then us.
Abbybear01(6:35:11PM): and if so you want to see how we do together we'll change up everything and we'll both give equal of ourselves to one another
Abbybear01(6:36:06PM): sigh...i guess i'll leave you be now...i love you my papa. =/
Abbybear01(6:46:44PM): wait you never told me who you were talking to last night
Abbybear01(6:50:16PM): ah never mind i dont wanna know its probably going to bother me
papa (7:07:40PM): Donna d the girl that wants to do those photoshoots.
Abbybear01(7:08:53PM): are you sure
Abbybear01(7:09:24PM): i'm saying online cause i saw you talking to someone on trillian
papa (7:11:51PM): Exactly
Abbybear01(7:13:40PM): tell me something its just a question no drama starting you havent lied to me about anything have you
papa (7:18:10PM): No i haven't.
papa (7:20:01PM): Little white lies here and there but nothing big. Who doesn't lie.
Abbybear01(7:21:57PM): like the one you just told me or what? any question for me?
papa (7:22:21PM): Like the one i just told you?
Abbybear01(7:23:16PM): is that considered a little white lie
Abbybear01(7:24:18PM): i'm not trying to start anything i'm just asking
papa (7:25:41PM): What did i lie about just right now?
papa (7:27:43PM): No.
papa (7:27:59PM): It's considered honesty.
Abbybear01(7:28:55PM): oh hmm so shes the one that told you about that prego lady that was doing that art thing cause i know you didnt find that urself
papa (7:31:32PM): No it was in a bulletin.
Abbybear01(7:33:56PM): so i got up a couple of times when i was watching sephen sleep and..you were talking to lorie last night werent you
papa (7:34:35PM): On myspace.
Abbybear01(7:34:43PM): thats it?
papa(7:35:11PM): Wtf
papa(7:39:05PM): Does it matter? Honestly?
Abbybear01(7:44:35PM): idk even after all the shit shes gotten me pissed over eh i dont care anymore
Abbybear01(7:45:05PM): but if you were i dont want you lying about it it makes me feel dumb
papa (7:58:50PM): Aren't you suppose to be leaving the house with someone
Abbybear01(7:59:51PM): no my mom came i'm gonna stay i dont wanna take sephen out its too cold and i was going to go with my mom i just didnt wanna tell you
papa (8:07:24PM): I wasn't gonna chase you around town.
Abbybear01(8:08:35PM): aye i know but your mom said earlier to stay that it was too late to leave she said not to go that we were fine here
Abbybear01(8:09:26PM): why its a problem to stay with you if so i'll call her to pick me up if you dont want me here dont worry i wont bother you at all
Abbybear01(8:09:49PM): when you're home i'll leave you be.
Abbybear01(10:17:10PM): you're gonna watch him tomorrow before work because i'm dead tired right now
Abbybear01(10:17:27PM): i was going to ask you today but you already made your plans
papa (10:23:54PM): K.
Abbybear01(10:24:43PM): and we're trading tonite you're going to be feeding him too so dont get too drunk cause i'm waking you up
Abbybear01(10:25:17PM): the things will be ready for you when he wakes up
papa (10:25:40PM): What things?
Abbybear01(10:26:38PM): his bottles his pampers ad wipes and clothes just in case he pees himself and youre sleeping on the side of the bassinet
papa (10:27:49PM): K.
Abbybear01(10:29:01PM): his next feeding is at :30 or 2:30 depehds when hes hungry...
Abbybear01(10:29:09PM): *1
papa (10:31:49PM): 1?
Abbybear01(10:32:15PM): i forgot to put the one before the 30
papa(10:34:03PM): Ok
Abbybear01(10:35:08PM): AND last thing please make sure you dont fall asleep while you're feeding him cause then he'll get fussy and might throw up all
papa(10:36:47PM): I get the point shit.
Abbybear01(10:39:16PM): i'm just telling you so you wont forget cause you will and then i'm going to have to do everything
Abbybear01(10:40:05PM): god sorry i'll leave you be now...fuck.
quotesigh.
i see the truth now...
Abbybear01(4:02:31PM): only one that should be mad here is me so dont start acting dumb seriously
papa (4:03:03PM): Whatever. Bye
Abbybear01(4:04:01PM): even after all the shit she causes you still go and talk to her like nothing have some respect for me at least.
papa (4:05:04PM): Respect shall we talk about that now?
Abbybear01(4:06:06PM): yeah its been 7 months i've stayed true to you not once ever thinking to hurt you again
papa(4:06:28PM): It only takes one.
Abbybear01(4:07:13PM): dont act so much like an angel...vonnie told me
Abbybear01(4:07:37PM): so u just hung out with her once huh
Abbybear01(4:08:28PM): all those times you would go out you would go pick her up she told me you asked her to make out with u
Abbybear01(4:08:45PM): and i was already living here with you again
papa(4:09:03PM): Haha vonnie is just like jack. Believe whatever she says. I'm not gonna even justify myself.
Abbybear01(4:09:50PM): i'd think now that sephens born we'd start acting more like a famly and leave the past behind us for good but it doesnt seem like you want to i feel like you just want to be single and keep partying your life away without us there by your side
Abbybear01(4:11:46PM): i've done nothing wrong to hurt you all i'vebeen trying to do is love you and start a familu with you and sephen
papa(4:11:58PM): Lol it's funny how you're so easy to fool. You'll believe anything anyone says. Grow up a bit and realize people aren't what they seem to be.
Abbybear01(4:13:43PM): letting it go is easy thats not a big deal but its not whats bothering me
papa(4:14:43PM): Letting what go? I haven't done anything haha i'm not gonna apologize for some girl being a drama queen about nothing.
Abbybear01(4:15:38PM): this all hasnt hit you and you're not showing it one bit i'm tired of feeling like i'm the only one doing everything for him
Abbybear01(4:16:04PM): that doest matter anymore like you said its just drama
papa (4:16:36PM): Doing everything for him? Haha ok well if you're doing everything without me won't be a difference.
papa (4:17:19PM): Which you welcomed told you not to talk to her she's just like jack you idiot.
Abbybear01(4:18:00PM): i ask you to do things andit seems like you dont want to do it or it bothers you i want him to haveboth of us there together with him
Abbybear01(4:18:44PM): i'm tired of the fighting and drama i just want us to be happy for once be a happy family...
papa (4:19:06PM): He won't. The fact that you got pregnant was a mistake and we both know it. After you hurt me by going and fucking an ex it was too late to leave you.
papa (4:19:53PM): Cause just as easily as you get all sad all of a sudden something would happen to him in your stomach. So i stuck it out. After you hurt me i knew there
papa (4:20:24PM): Was no future for me and you, but i stayed for him. And so you wouldn't do anything stupid.
Abbybear01(4:20:44PM): maybe he happened for a reason to think about me and you
Abbybear01(4:19:56PM): and ever since then i havent hurt you and never plan on doing it i've shown you that i can be faithful
papa(4:20:01PM): No he didn't he happened cause i was stupid enough to go with the whole "just cum in me, joey always did and nothing ever happened"
Abbybear01(4:21:48PM): he'll never be a mistake in my eyes and hes your son now you can never get rid of him its life things always happen for reason and i didnt force you to do it i just told you
papa (4:22:45PM): I don't plan on getting rid of him.
Abbybear01(4:22:58PM): so you tell me all this love you've been telling me papa(4:23:54PM): No i do love you.
Abbybear01(4:25:12PM): i let myself get my hopes up for you and us and our future only for this all to happen
Abbybear01(4:25:49PM): you should have told me sooner...now idk what to think or do
Abbybear01(4:26:52PM): i loved you like no other let my love for you get so strong and now...
Abbybear01(4:27:18PM): i feel like it was all for nothing..
Abbybear01(4:28:00PM): i was loving someone that loved me back but didnt want to be with me... =..[
papa(4:29:11PM): Funny how that's how i felt in the begining. Cheater.
Abbybear01(4:30:26PM): you cant always throw that in my facei know that hurt you bad but thats the only thng you have against me all i've ever done was
Abbybear01(4:30:54PM): try and love you get your love back get us together and happy not reminiscing ont he past
papa (4:31:45PM): Haha so you think it's that easy to fall back in love after your hearts been crushed?
Abbybear01(4:33:04PM): no its not and i cant say i know how you feel but its been so long and we cant stay back in the past especially with sephen here now
papa (4:34:50PM): I can. That's the first time that's happened to me. Not to mention watching iti happen.
Abbybear01(4:36:07PM): that was the last time you'd ever have to go through that pain again i couldnt bare seeing you hurt anymore
Abbybear01(4:42:19PM): you're the only one i see myself growing old with being together as we watch our son grow up and have a family of his own
Abbybear01(4:43:52PM): i'm sorry i hurt you i'd apologize every single day of my life on my knees for you i love you i cant bare to see u walk away from me
Abbybear01(5:07:42PM): just wanted to tell you i wont be here when you get back home i'm taking sephen and i wont be at my moms ot friends
Abbybear01(5:08:04PM): nor gracies or chelles or any friends
Abbybear01(5:08:22PM): idk when i'll be back or you'll get to see him again.
papa (5:09:49PM): Don't bother coming back then. Bye. Tell him i love him.
Abbybear01(5:11:08PM): your mom doesnt want me gone she wants me to leave so she told me just go go to my moms for a couple of hours to clm down
Abbybear01(5:11:39PM): and i dont wanna take him from them so i most likely will be here by tonight ot tomorrow morning...
Abbybear01(5:12:18PM): i guess we have some things to talk about and straighten out
Abbybear01(5:13:35PM): i'm ot thinking straight right now so i might leave him with my mom and go off and think about things my mind is filled with stupid
Abbybear01(5:13:53PM): thoughts that i wouldnt wanna hurt sephen with him being with me
Abbybear01(5:14:52PM): just know that i still loved you.
papa (5:18:15PM): Yeah bye.
Abbybear01(5:19:54PM): and you act like you dont care about anything thats nice i love you carlos and you're not letting it in
papa(5:20:49PM): Letting what in?
Abbybear01(5:22:01PM): you're not letting my love in nor letting me show you how much you mean to me and you can truly trust me
Abbybear01(5:22:42PM): you're not letting the father mode hit you you're pushing it away you can still live your life you just have a family now
papa (5:22:47PM): I can't trust you.
Abbybear01(5:23:35PM): you can trust me i've shown you this for almost 8 months already you're the only one that has my heart and full on attention
papa (5:25:03PM): That doesn't matter.
Abbybear01(5:25:53PM): why would i hurt you having a child with you wanting to continue this family we started wanting to finally be happy with you
papa(5:29:59PM): Why would you hurt me in the first place?
Abbybear01(5:30:49PM): now i could never think of even wanting to hurt you you havent done anything to hurt me at all
Abbybear01(5:31:34PM): and back then idk what i was thinking you didnt deserve any of it
Abbybear01(5:32:41PM): i just wish now you'd let me show you you can be happy with me and never feel hurt again i'd do anything for you...
papa (5:33:42PM): I have done something according to that little girl vonnie.
Abbybear01(5:35:23PM): if you say you didnt i'd believe you over her completely shes not worth losing someone to talk to than your love
papa (5:39:25PM): Whatever now you change your whole mood towards that. Fuck that.
Abbybear01(5:40:30PM): no honestly she told me this awhile back so it was in my head but i didnt believe it cause you would have said something
Abbybear01(5:40:50PM): and you had promised me you never hurt me
papa (5:41:22PM): People make promises they can't keep.
Abbybear01(5:41:42PM): but she kept bringing it up while i was talking to her and it just pissed it off so instead of holding back i had to ask you
Abbybear01(5:41:47PM): whats that supposed to mean
papa (5:42:19PM): Means you said you've never hurt me after you already have.
Abbybear01(5:43:22PM): i know i did hurt you but i promised again i never would and i've stayed true to my promise
Abbybear01(5:44:10PM): i've done yhe things you've told me not to do people not to talk to anymore i ignore the ones that have cause problems between
Abbybear01(5:44:34PM): us all to show you you can trust me and believe my promises now
Abbybear01(5:47:35PM): you're scared that i'm going to hurt you again but i would never cross my heart hurt you again i love you too much
Abbybear01(5:50:04PM): you know i trust you completely its just some of the girls i dont trust one bit with you that hurts me
papa (5:57:01PM): I don't know.
Abbybear01(5:58:24PM): you dont know if you want to let yourself trust me think about it cause i know a part of you does sweetheart
papa (6:07:52PM): It's not even that anymore i'm just tired of everything. It's too much.
Abbybear01(6:09:07PM): well like ive told you dont have to give so much of yourself to me i just want your love give it all to sephen we cn still be good
papa (6:11:47PM): I do give it to sephen.
Abbybear01(6:12:18PM): you just dont want me anymore then...=[
Abbybear01(6:13:30PM): livin on our own willbe diff alot diff i wont follow u like a puppy i'll leave you be to do as you please just give us a try a chance
papa(6:28:47PM): Idk
Abbybear01(6:29:48PM): will you at least please think about it i'll leave you alone all day to think and we'll figure something out later on?
papa(6:31:19PM): K. But i'm not making any promises.
Abbybear01(6:32:55PM): ok...but really think about it hard the future and everything mostly sephen and then us.
Abbybear01(6:35:11PM): and if so you want to see how we do together we'll change up everything and we'll both give equal of ourselves to one another
Abbybear01(6:36:06PM): sigh...i guess i'll leave you be now...i love you my papa. =/
Abbybear01(6:46:44PM): wait you never told me who you were talking to last night
Abbybear01(6:50:16PM): ah never mind i dont wanna know its probably going to bother me
papa (7:07:40PM): Donna d the girl that wants to do those photoshoots.
Abbybear01(7:08:53PM): are you sure
Abbybear01(7:09:24PM): i'm saying online cause i saw you talking to someone on trillian
papa (7:11:51PM): Exactly
Abbybear01(7:13:40PM): tell me something its just a question no drama starting you havent lied to me about anything have you
papa (7:18:10PM): No i haven't.
papa (7:20:01PM): Little white lies here and there but nothing big. Who doesn't lie.
Abbybear01(7:21:57PM): like the one you just told me or what? any question for me?
papa (7:22:21PM): Like the one i just told you?
Abbybear01(7:23:16PM): is that considered a little white lie
Abbybear01(7:24:18PM): i'm not trying to start anything i'm just asking
papa (7:25:41PM): What did i lie about just right now?
papa (7:27:43PM): No.
papa (7:27:59PM): It's considered honesty.
Abbybear01(7:28:55PM): oh hmm so shes the one that told you about that prego lady that was doing that art thing cause i know you didnt find that urself
papa (7:31:32PM): No it was in a bulletin.
Abbybear01(7:33:56PM): so i got up a couple of times when i was watching sephen sleep and..you were talking to lorie last night werent you
papa (7:34:35PM): On myspace.
Abbybear01(7:34:43PM): thats it?
papa(7:35:11PM): Wtf
papa(7:39:05PM): Does it matter? Honestly?
Abbybear01(7:44:35PM): idk even after all the shit shes gotten me pissed over eh i dont care anymore
Abbybear01(7:45:05PM): but if you were i dont want you lying about it it makes me feel dumb
papa (7:58:50PM): Aren't you suppose to be leaving the house with someone
Abbybear01(7:59:51PM): no my mom came i'm gonna stay i dont wanna take sephen out its too cold and i was going to go with my mom i just didnt wanna tell you
papa (8:07:24PM): I wasn't gonna chase you around town.
Abbybear01(8:08:35PM): aye i know but your mom said earlier to stay that it was too late to leave she said not to go that we were fine here
Abbybear01(8:09:26PM): why its a problem to stay with you if so i'll call her to pick me up if you dont want me here dont worry i wont bother you at all
Abbybear01(8:09:49PM): when you're home i'll leave you be.
Abbybear01(10:17:10PM): you're gonna watch him tomorrow before work because i'm dead tired right now
Abbybear01(10:17:27PM): i was going to ask you today but you already made your plans
papa (10:23:54PM): K.
Abbybear01(10:24:43PM): and we're trading tonite you're going to be feeding him too so dont get too drunk cause i'm waking you up
Abbybear01(10:25:17PM): the things will be ready for you when he wakes up
papa (10:25:40PM): What things?
Abbybear01(10:26:38PM): his bottles his pampers ad wipes and clothes just in case he pees himself and youre sleeping on the side of the bassinet
papa (10:27:49PM): K.
Abbybear01(10:29:01PM): his next feeding is at :30 or 2:30 depehds when hes hungry...
Abbybear01(10:29:09PM): *1
papa (10:31:49PM): 1?
Abbybear01(10:32:15PM): i forgot to put the one before the 30
papa(10:34:03PM): Ok
Abbybear01(10:35:08PM): AND last thing please make sure you dont fall asleep while you're feeding him cause then he'll get fussy and might throw up all
papa(10:36:47PM): I get the point shit.
Abbybear01(10:39:16PM): i'm just telling you so you wont forget cause you will and then i'm going to have to do everything
Abbybear01(10:40:05PM): god sorry i'll leave you be now...fuck.
I have 1 child & live in El Paso, Texas
2062 postsposted 18th Apr
Wow, you two have a lot of problems. Not in a bad way, just with your relationship. It seems like you're trying to be mature about things & he turns it around. & saying you getting pregnant was a mistake is horrible.
quoteI have 1 child & live in Illinois
1739 postsposted 18th Apr
In my honest opinion it sounds like your a looking for attention from him a little bit. Like you say things to see if he actually cares about you or not.
quoteI have 1 child & 1 angel baby & live in Brooksville, Florida
414 postsposted 18th Apr
uh.. I can't believe I read this whole thing - my finger hurts bc of the scrolling xD.. Has drama written all over it. Danie - It was a "mistake".. As in an unplanned pregnancy. She told him to "cum" in her and that she won't get pregnant bc the other guy did it and never got her pregnant =/. If you read through it he says he loves the baby and will take care of the kiddo.
=/ meh, drama.
quote=/ meh, drama.
I'm due January 30th, have 2 kids & live in Palestine, Texas
posted 18th Apr
Quoting im_a_girl_nickel: uh.. I can't believe I read this whole thing - my finger hurts bc of the scrolling xD.. Has drama written ... [snip!] ... never got her pregnant =/. If you read through it he says he loves the baby and will take care of the kiddo. =/ meh, drama.
I know that's what it said... it's just even if it wasn't meant to happen... why say it at all.
I have 1 child & live in Illinois
posted 18th Apr
Quoting RebeccaK: In my honest opinion it sounds like your a looking for attention from him a little bit. Like you say things to see if he actually cares about you or not.
i know i do bcause he never shows any affection for me
anymore
I have 1 child & live in El Paso, Texas
posted 18th Apr
Quoting MAMA ABBY: i know i do bcause he never shows any affection for me anymoreI did that with my ex. You just want to know they love you sometimes. Or would even care if you died. I know how you feel.
I have 1 child & 1 angel baby & live in Brooksville, Florida
posted 18th Apr
the thing with me telling to cum in me was turned around by him i simply told him my ex had done it and nothing ever happened for months and i told him he could do it that it was up to him i didnt hold a gun to his head and forced him to do it
quoteI have 1 child & live in El Paso, Texas
posted 18th Apr
Quoting RebeccaK: I did that with my ex. You just want to know they love you sometimes. Or would even care if you died. I know how you feel.
idk what to do anymore i'm head over heels in love with this boy
and all hes doing is hurting me
I have 1 child & live in El Paso, Texas
posted 18th Apr
Quoting Danie [7.6.08]: I know that's what it said... it's just even if it wasn't meant to happen... why say it at all.
true, true.
I'm due January 30th, have 2 kids & live in Palestine, Texas
posted 18th Apr
take a deep breath. Think about what would be best for you and your baby. I would worry about if he will do the same thing with my baby. You don't want you son coming up to you asking why daddy doesn't love him. That would break my heart. He just seems a little selfish. I know it would hurt like hell now but down the road you would hardly be able to remember the pain. It's like a shot. It hurts like a bitch but just for a moment or two. Then your glad you did it.
quoteI have 1 child & 1 angel baby & live in Brooksville, Florida
posted 18th Apr
You have a beautiful son by the way.
quoteI have 1 child & 1 angel baby & live in Brooksville, Florida
posted 18th Apr
Quoting RebeccaK: take a deep breath. Think about what would be best for you and your baby. I would worry about if he will ... [snip!] ... be able to remember the pain. It's like a shot. It hurts like a bitch but just for a moment or two. Then your glad you did it.i've thought about it soo much i love him but i dont think i can go any longer like this i think i know what has to be done
I have 1 child & live in El Paso, Texas
posted 18th Apr
Quoting RebeccaK: You have a beautiful son by the way.
awh thank you i love my little man. =]
I have 1 child & live in El Paso, Texas
posted 18th Apr
Quoting MAMA ABBY: i've thought about it soo much i love him but i dont think i can go any longer like this i think i know what has to be doneI think an ultamatum would be appropriate. If you don't grow the eff up your baby and I will be contacting you through the court for child support.
I have 1 child & 1 angel baby & live in Brooksville, Florida
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