Ending it all

After trying to get pregnant for 6 months we are and everything is crumbling around me, I hate my husband he is a jerk and it is like i have new eyes and can see him for what he is and honestly regretably i don't know if i would be able to have a child that belonged to him

i hate to say these things but my hate is so deep that i want to attack him when i see him ... he never wants to come home, girls calling his phoine at all hours,talking to me crazy because i am a woman and should know my place

most of this only started a few weeks ago..he has changed so much as if he has me hooked, now who he really is can come out

i want out ... ive already gone to planned parenthood about my options and about getting on BC immediately after (not that i will be sleeping with him anymore) but even the thought of being pregnant makes me gag he has ruined me

i want to be single and childless for a long time luckily i am very early so all this can just go away simply with pill, I dont know if i ever want to do this again i wanted to be a mom so bad now it is the last thing in the world i would ever want

just wanted to rant thanks for reading

If he's been acting that way for a few weeks, why continue to try and get pregnant. And post your other topics? Doesn't make sense.

nevermind..

I can understand! If he is one of those women are lower then man then smurf that! But just know that having an abortion is a hard thing to go thru. I did because at the time I was a really bad addict and we already had a one year old. But yeah def get far far far away from him!!!

Quoting Kelly +2 ERF/EH!!:" If he's been acting that way for a few weeks, why continue to try and get pregnant. And post your other topics? Doesn't make sense."

I ignored his actions but i cant anymore since he has gotten worse i admit i was an idiot but i know that

Quoting 4 years= 4kids:" you already have a du date up?"

yes so?

Get the smurf away from him and good luck with your abortion.

Quoting *Momma Mandy Lynn*:" I can understand! If he is one of those women are lower then man then smurf that! But just know that having ... [snip!] ... because at the time I was a really bad addict and we already had a one year old. But yeah def get far far far away from him!!!"

I can not have his child i just cant i want far away from him..thanks for understanding

Quoting MommaSav2:" Get the smurf away from him and good luck with your abortion."

thanks hun

Quoting Louis Laneeee:" yes so?"

i didnt see where this was posted bfore i replied

REALIZE WHERE THIS IS POSTED AND TAKE THE NEGATIVE SOMEWHERE ELSE

sorry about all this OP, hope it all works out in the end.

My first love was an abusive smurf! I was 15 when we started dating and the emotional/verbal abuse started soon after we got together. then when I told him I was pregnant I was 16 he punched me in the stomach and when I feel to the floor he started kicking me. I lost the baby. I later found out that his dad was the same way. weird thing is that his mom blamed me for him abusing me. Like seriously? Men that abuse and put down women need there balls chopped off! The only time my husband hurt me was when I tried to hit him. He grabbed my wrists. Anger management did me a world of good!

Quoting Kelly +2 ERF/EH!!:" I know where this is posted. But when she has bitched about her friend being pregnant and she's not, ... [snip!] ... Just seems to me it's for the wrong reason when you've tried for 6 months, but your SO has been acting like hers for weeks."

Okay things happen life is not perfect the OP needs support you don't understand, that is fine but again take that somewhere else.

Quoting Suuuper:" REALIZE WHERE THIS IS POSTED AND TAKE THE NEGATIVE SOMEWHERE ELSE sorry about all this OP, hope it all works out in the end."

Thank you, and i did not know things will get this bad i knew someone was going to ask me why continue to try why do women stay with men that beat them? we think things will be okay that people will change

they never do, i just want and need to be free of him