re: Feeling like poop at 35 weeks.

I feel like rotting ass. I bought prescription strength deodorant, and I still get pit stains. I'm a total hormonal bitch. I want my body back! It's mine, dammit!  
I just want to meet my son so badly.
Sleep is a great escape from the discomfort.

I live for sleep now. It's the only way I can escape from my self loathe, unless I have a dream about how fat I've gotten, which actually happened last night, and then I was tossing and turning until I woke up at 5, because one of my roommates was cooking pizza, I was utterly disgusted. I felt greasy just smelling it, I'm sure the dream probably made it worse though. lulz. 

Quoting Rotten Rachel:“ Well you see all these older women who were prepared for pregnancy, I think unplanned pregnancies tend ... [snip!] ... and joyous, etc. Sure childbirth is a beautiful thing, but the actual pregnancy itself just sucks major balls.  ”

My firrst boy was not planned-(although I was not taking any pecautions to prevent him,so I shouldn't have been so surprised) but this pregnancy was, and believe me,it's no easier.I love being a mom, but being pregnant is wretched for the most part.

Quoting Rotten Rachel:“ I live for sleep now. It's the only way I can escape from my self loathe, unless I have a dream about ... [snip!] ... pizza, I was utterly disgusted. I felt greasy just smelling it, I'm sure the dream probably made it worse though. lulz. ”

Mmm pizza.
To make my matters worse, our well broke over here, so I've had no running water (it's going to be repaired today).
Now I have my dad over here with me playing guitar, and I just want to go hide and take a nap.

It's funny when you have family over, but you're just so miserable and irritated that you can't stand them, I've tried multiple times to hide from my boyfriends parents, and avoid calls from my family, but it never seems to do me any good, I feel so crowded >_< Just give me the whole freakin' room to myself, I mean, we have a king sized bed and I take up half of it now, I need my space O_o

Quoting Rotten Rachel:“ It's funny when you have family over, but you're just so miserable and irritated that you can't stand ... [snip!] ... give me the whole freakin' room to myself, I mean, we have a king sized bed and I take up half of it now, I need my space O_o”

I do that too, I wish I was invisible most days,unfortunately even the blind can see my wide load coming.

Quoting Rotten Rachel:“ Well you see all these older women who were prepared for pregnancy, I think unplanned pregnancies tend ... [snip!] ... and joyous, etc. Sure childbirth is a beautiful thing, but the actual pregnancy itself just sucks major balls.  ”

I have to disagree lol..I had my son at 16, unplanned and I just breezed throught that pregnancy. This one was planned and I have had so many problems and am way more uncomfortable than I was with my boy.

I tell everyone "I'm never doing this again", and they laugh at me.
I seriously don't want to be pregnant again.
Is that bad of me?

Quoting ♥[Jenn]♥:“ I tell everyone "I'm never doing this again", and they laugh at me. I seriously don't want to be pregnant again. Is that bad of me?”

Hell no,people laugh at me too when I say that...but not everyone enjoys pregnancy.Of course,I did say it after my first..but I really mean it this time,dammit! 

Quoting Ms. Von Fate:“ Hell no,people laugh at me too when I say that...but not everyone enjoys pregnancy.Of course,I did say it after my first..but I really mean it this time,dammit! ”

hahah. I always wanted a son, and I'm getting my son.  
I don't want to breed 'em if I can't feed 'em.
Maybe a while down the line I may consider another. My brother and I are 11 years apart!

Quoting ♥[Jenn]♥:“ hahah. I always wanted a son, and I'm getting my son.   I don't want to breed 'em if I can't feed 'em. Maybe a while down the line I may consider another. My brother and I are 11 years apart!”

Yeah,I've got a sister who is 10 years younger.
I decided to have my second (and final) baby when I did because I didn't want to be pregnant after 30(those are gonna be MY years,lol)

Quoting Ms. Von Fate:“ Yeah,I've got a sister who is 10 years younger. I decided to have my second (and final) baby when I did because I didn't want to be pregnant after 30(those are gonna be MY years,lol)”

I'm due 3 days after my 27th birthday, that's another reason I'm considering this child to be my only one.

and just think,when i was about 6 monthsi was feeling soooo good. i felt lovely and pregnant and happy. I think its all down hill once you hit third trimester

I'm 36 weeks on Monday and I feel like I got hit by a truck. I can barely move. Takes me 10 minutes to get my butt outta bed in the morning, then I walk like a 90 year old grandma to the bathroom. I'm still working this far along and all I can do is sit on a stool and type in perscriptions at the computer (I work in a pharmacy) which is hard to stay seated because of how busy we are. I just want this all to be over!!