Cousin Bonding

My cousin had her baby today but we were at the hospital since last night....oh lord..horrible. I felt bad that she was in pain..I just wanted to switch places with her because when she's hurting, so am I... Anywho...I didn't have a great time because her mom was there and that lady is as blunt as they get...she tells you shit straight up and doesn't consider your feelings...I'm a sensitive person so I take everything to heart...that don't mix...well she was getting on my nerves...acting like my cousin didn't need my help and support...like she was all she needed...well I was there for my cousin throughout her pregnancy...not her mom. I took her to appointments...I took her to the hospital when she hurt....so Idk...it was makin me angry...anywho....she had her baby...and she's gorgeous. I had to hold in my tears while she was pushing cuz everytime she would scream....i wanted to ball so bad...my cousin has kind of a little girls voice so it makes it worse....but yeah...I wish I could see her more but my cousin is gonna stay with mer mom in Mesa for a while...I hope not too long....Even though her mom didn't make this experience all that great...I'm glad I was there for her...she's my cousin and I love her with all my heart..no one can break the bond between cousin and cousin....but we're more like sisters...

Hopefully she'll be there for you like you were for her!! I wish I had family in town, but aside from my parents and sister, all our family lives up north. I really feel like I've missed out on having a good relationship with their family like a lot of people have.