Lost my newborn baby girl Sept 22,2011 and now I'm expecting

I am so sorry for the loss of your baby girl. I have never lost a child and can not even begin to imagine the pain you must be feeling.
That being said, congratulations on the pregnancy and I hope everything goes smoothly. What a blessing to have something to celebrate. I have a feeling your little angel is looking over you. ♥

Sophia is watching over me....I feel she is here very often...scares me sometimes....cuz i hear noises come from her room, which now my boys sleep in...my oldest boy always tells me that he seen her in his room, or my dog barks towards the room with nobody in there...so this a very rough time..thanks for your post....

i just wanted to say sorry for the loss of your babygirl...i too just lost my daughter she was born dec 28th 22011 and passed jan 6th 2012, maybe we can talk about it to each other i have no clue where to begin...btw congrats on your pregnancy!

I'm sorry to hear abpout your loss...its very tough, and I'm still going through with it...and dealing with the fact that I'm stuck in the 11days we had her....I try everyday,and I feel like I fail...I know she would want me to be happy...I have good days and bad days...my fiance and my 2 boys keep me goin...and now the pregnancy...if you don't mind me askin...what happened???

My friend and I were due on the same day with girls, at 38 weeks she lost her baby..a few months later she found out she was pregnant again and the baby was due the day before her last due date...her dr had her make apts for every week from the start and she delivered a healthy baby girl the day before the first one passed away...it's the most difficult thing you will go through...but it will only make you stronger!...it's going to be scary but send all the positive enegery you can to that lil' miracle baby! Your baby has an amazing big sister watching over it <3

im very scared....of that happening, i didnt mean to get preg rite away,,,i just want a healthy baby...

i dont mind you asking we got to enjoy her for 9 days even though the 9 days were without feeding her or holding her but a mear 3 times! When i was pregnant we had found out she had a hole in her heart and she had something called transposition of the great arteries needless to say when she was born it was alot worse then they thought her left arota was small and narrowed off the great arteries were switch they hole was quite big and she also had only one coronary artery instead of two and it was super small....i didnt want to believe all this was happening she looked so healthy she was 7lbs 8oz and 20 3/4 long head full of hair beautiful little girl she ended up getting transfered to a childrens hospital about 2 hrs from our home and when she was exactly a wk old she had open heart surgery the surgery went good but when they went to take her off the bipass machine she ended up suffering a heart attack and was put on lifesupport 2 days went by and the doctors did many test ended up finding out the coranary artery was kinked and it was too small to do anything with it so we were told there was nothing else they could do for her so i held her as they took her off the machine and slowly passed away worst moment of my life all i wanted was a miracle at that point!

i've been wondering what it feel like to get prego right now. my son was born sept 7,2011 and he passed nov 10, 2011 which we believe was due to sids. im very sorry about your loss. if you need anyone to talk to im here. stay strong and your baby is watching over you.

I'm scared, dont want the same thing to happen....why do you think it was sids???

he was perfectly healthy nothing wrong with him at all. he was growing in the 75 percentile and everything. on nov 10, 2011 i went and checked on him before going to bed and i saw he wasn't breathing, he was blue. i've spoke to his doctor, detectives and they are all thinking the same thing. we wont know for sure for a few more weeks when all the reports come back.

waiting is the most stressful...hang in there

I lost my son in August and am now expecting in September as well. I am sorry about your loss.

how did you son pass away???

He had an umbilical cord accident   It was wrapped very tightly around his neck....I just noticed there was no movement for a couple days, well I couldn't tell exactly, I kept thinking everything i felt might be him. Everyone kept telling me he was fine, he probably was just tired....and was slowing down for a few days....I tried drinking sugary juice, and finally mocha frappacino because i was desperate....then when i wen to the hospital they search for a half an hour for a heart beat....and three nurses trying hard to find it. They took me to get an ultrasound and just centered in on his body, which was not moving, the doctor walked in and said "you don't fell any movement, and we don't see any either, I'm sorry/" It was so hard to deal with that, and then coming home, and getting rid of the crib and all the clothes, and getting things in the mail or emails about being a new mommy...makes it much harder to heal. Although I am trying to stay positive about this pregnancy, I'm scared to too attached at the same time, and at times I feel bad about that, because I want to be excited.