Quoting *AmberStrass*:" NONE of that made you look like a terrible person. I do think you should talk to someone about this though. It's going to be really hard to let go of that resentment against your hubby if you don't."
Now that I have insurance I have made a few appointments. So hopefully that will help. I know it is both of our jobs to take care of our family finacially etc I just guess I have some jealousy there because in his last marriage he had a better job and his credit was perfect he had tons of credit cards. Him and his ex ran up 30k in debt and now we are stuck paying it off and actually have to file bankruptcy asap. I know I made the choice but as messed up as it sounds I do believe my decision may have been different without all this financial concern
idk its just a big mess