re: ♥ OFFICIAL MAY/APRIL 2012 MOMMAS ♥

Quoting LaRelle:" I don't know if I do get more than a 3hr sleep at a time either. He was up A LOT during the night. I'm ... [snip!] ... There is gonna be a fight who gets to hold him between the aunts and my grandma lol They will have to learn to share hehe."

is jax sleeping better now? axels not, im not sure if i told you or not but he is now on meds for his reflux thank goodness! yesterday axel was the worst he has been in a long time! me and my friend whos flying to uk with me had to go shopping for some bits and axel screamed literally the whole time, it was sooo embarrassing   i dont have a clue what was wrong with him but it was like all day and he would stop for like 10 mins now and again. hes fine today though. did you get a job? im going back to work dec 3rd back to my old work, not looking forward to it either but i need the money and its only going to be 2-3 days a week. when are you going colorado? in nov? is that where chris lives? will you be seeing him? haha thats exactly what its going to be like when i get to england, everyone is fighting to have us stay at their house lol so god knows what it will be like when everyone likes to hold him! i love that thing you put on my fb jax really is axels brother from another mother lol! they are twins! im intrigued to see how similar they look in a few years! sorry i didnt get back to you sooner x

Quoting ♥ axel sean n me:" is jax sleeping better now? axels not, im not sure if i told you or not but he is now on meds for his ... [snip!] ... mother lol! they are twins! im intrigued to see how similar they look in a few years! sorry i didnt get back to you sooner x"

No he's not sleeping better either. He has a cold so he's so congested and I think that's what is making it worse. Oh I'm glad he is on some meds and they are working! Oh man that makes a fun time suck. I have an interview on Monday but my friend knows the person so she got me the interview so hopefully I will get the job! It's only part time but when I lived here before Chris I worked at a restaurant and I'm really good friends with the owner and they want me to come back so maybe I will part time and then it will be like full time between the two. I just don't want to be away from Jax too much. Yes I leave to go to Colorado on Nov 3rd. No Chris lives in TN thank god!!! But Chris is coming here on Saturday to see Jax. He has been a complete smurf and making things VERY stressful. He wants to spend time alone with Jax but I'm not comfortable, I don't trust him. I'm afraid he might take him. I'm not keeping him from him but I told him I will be there when he's with his son. He's not having any of that., so I thought I would compromise with him and I would let him have him alone but he had to sign an agreement. He's not having that either, it's his way or no way. It's not gonna work that way!!! I haven't been completely honest with him why I don't want to have him alone with him, I just tell him I'm not comfortable with Jax being away from me (which is true too) last night he told me "what ever your scared of you need to get over it real smurfing fast" I seriously couldn't believe he would say that to me!!! That's how you treat the mother of your child, you has made things so easier for you than what you deserve??? I can't believe what he's turned into   Well on a better note, I'm sure you will have lots of fun with your family and friends in the UK and maybe you could enjoy some time to yourself since everyone wants to hold/be with Axel!!! They do look a lot alike and I want to see what they look like in a few years too. It's ok no worries I know you are busy with Axel