re: ♥ OFFICIAL MAY/APRIL 2012 MOMMAS ♥

Quoting LaRelle:" Thanks I hope he sleeps thru the night again tonight! Thanks, I don't know what I'm gonna do. I love ... [snip!] ... would make sure I was shot before Jax got shot. What goes thru people's head to take innocent people's lifes it's such a shame."

how did he end up sleeping? good? aww i know soo sad! really? did the 3month old die? did the bub actually get shot? i think id duck and cover axel with my body, but its just crazy he had a PHD in something so was smart and def didnt look like a killer. but then again why have a 3 month old at a midnight screening of a batman movie? lol i wouldnt, its a bit late. have you spoken to christopher yet? what do your friends n fam say about it?

Quoting ♥ axel sean n me:" how did he end up sleeping? good? aww i know soo sad! really? did the 3month old die? did the bub actually ... [snip!] ... of a batman movie? lol i wouldnt, its a bit late. have you spoken to christopher yet? what do your friends n fam say about it?"

He slept thru the night again last night!!! No the 3mo didn't die just was injured.
I think it did get shot cuz it said the youngest that was injured was a 3mo so I'm assuming it got shot. Yea I think I wouldn't be taking Jax to a midnight showing either. Unfortunately a lot of killers don't look like killers that's why you can't trust anyone now these days. I don't understand what goes thru killer's mind to take innocent people's lives. It's just so sad. I have he apologizes but he's not good about keeping his word. Supposedly he's gonna change his number today so she can't contact him anymore and he said he blocked her from fb too. And he said he's gonna stop breaking my trust and do better. I really want to believe him but I've heard it so many times and he continues to do it. I've only told a few friends and just my mom. They all say I got to do what is best for us and that they will support me anyway. I love him and want to be a family but I can't continue to be betrayed either tho. I will give him another chance but if he does it again I don't know if I will be staying. How are you and Axel? Your man helping more?

Quoting LaRelle:" He slept thru the night again last night!!! No the 3mo didn't die just was injured. I think it did get ... [snip!] ... give him another chance but if he does it again I don't know if I will be staying. How are you and Axel? Your man helping more?"

i know, its crazy! but i was watching his first court appearance and he actually looks like hes not right in the head he was like in another world or something, falling asleep n that. i hope he keeps his word for ya and deletes her number and that has he yet? are you still away? thats good that you have their support. we are good, hes not helping more no   yer went to axels 3 month checkup and apparently he has silent reflux pretty bad and colic and she said he is definatly teething. she told me to start giving him ricecereal to help his reflux but i have tried 2 spoonfulls of very watery ricecereal today thats all so far. hes only sleeping for 3 hours max at night again now   every night, which sux extremely bad! and he is very unsettled and screaming a lot in the days for the past week or so i just wish he would sleep longer at night even the 6 hours would be nice. hows you and jaxson going?

Quoting ♥ axel sean n me:" i know, its crazy! but i was watching his first court appearance and he actually looks like hes not right ... [snip!] ... for the past week or so i just wish he would sleep longer at night even the 6 hours would be nice. hows you and jaxson going?"

Yea he did look out of it really bad. Yea on Monday he changed his number but he thinks that's all he needs to do to gain my trust more. But he has broken my trust so bad it's gonna take more than that gain my trust again. Now he has changed his passwords which just makes me think he's doing things behind my back more, cuz if you're not doing anything wrong then why change it??!?! Ugh I hate men, besides my Jax lol. Yea I'm still at my mom's I was gonna leave and head back home on Saturday or Sunday but I don't know now. How did he do with the rice cereal? I've been debating to give Jax some rice cereal at night to fill his belly more so he will sleep thru the night every night. The last two nights he hasn't slept thru the night. I'm sorry Axel hasn't been the happy baby he usually is.  

Quoting LaRelle:" Yea he did look out of it really bad. Yea on Monday he changed his number but he thinks that's all he ... [snip!] ... every night. The last two nights he hasn't slept thru the night. I'm sorry Axel hasn't been the happy baby he usually is.  "

yer i would be pissed if my partner changed his passwords after all this! but i would be the same he needs to realise its going to take more for you to trust him again and changing his passwords arnt going to help. he had some rice cereal this afternoon, actually didnt spit much out he was quite funny, i was making chewing and swallowing faces and he was smiling about it lol. he didnt choe which was good. how did he do them nights then? axels still waking every 3 hrs at night it sucks   wonder how he will go tonight now hes had some rice cereal. he seems happier now hes had some so i think its helping the reflux   hope you and jax are ok  

Quoting ♥ axel sean n me:" yer i would be pissed if my partner changed his passwords after all this! but i would be the same he ... [snip!] ... now hes had some rice cereal. he seems happier now hes had some so i think its helping the reflux   hope you and jax are ok  "

The last 3 nights he hasn't been sleeping thru the night. I called his Dr today to see if it's ok if I put a little bit of cereal in his bottle at night, so just waiting on them to call me back. That is too cute. I just took a few really cute pics of Jax smiling on FB. He just melts my heart when he gives me big smiles! I'm glad to hear he did good on the cereal and he seems to be happier since it!!! Maybe you could give him some cereal at night and maybe he will sleep all night!!! Jax is doing great and I'll be ok I always pull together  

Quoting LaRelle:" The last 3 nights he hasn't been sleeping thru the night. I called his Dr today to see if it's ok if ... [snip!] ... give him some cereal at night and maybe he will sleep all night!!! Jax is doing great and I'll be ok I always pull together  "

i hope you are! how did he do last night? the health nurse/midwife that told me to give him the cereal told me not to put it in a bottle. i put a tiny bit in a few weeks ago but it blocks the teat so they cant suck it out. also apparently its a choking hazard but IDK. maybe you could try spoon feeding it instead but see what the doc says i guess if he says its ok go for it! so o gave axel a lil bit mor before he went bed but then he didnt want his bedtime feed so by 12 he was grunting so i picked him up fed him (he stayed asleep) and then he slept till 5am! i think the cereal helped!   yer saw them hes sooooo freaking cute!

Quoting ♥ axel sean n me:" i hope you are! how did he do last night? the health nurse/midwife that told me to give him the cereal ... [snip!] ... up fed him (he stayed asleep) and then he slept till 5am! i think the cereal helped!   yer saw them hes sooooo freaking cute!"

He didn't sleep thru the night still ugh! He woke up at 320 and then 7, but still was sleepy so slept with me till 830. He did seem like he liked the cereal tho. He did have a hard time sucking it out of the bottle had to use a different nipple that had a bigger hole in it. Thanks I'll be ok. I don't know if we are gonna stay together tho. He just yells at me and keeps this going. I made the mistake and texted my ex after I found out what he was doing. Chris told me to go ahead and text whoever I want to. I know it wasn't right on my part but I was so hurt and devastated that he keeps doing these things to me over and over. I stopped it and told my ex I couldn't text him anymore after only texting him on and off on Sunday and a few times on Monday and I ended it Monday. Now he's accusing me of cheating on him and says I'm a liar. But I've been honest with him about it all and I didn't hide it. And now he won't let it go and he acts like he's the victim and I'm the worst person in the world for making a mistake out of hurt. It doesn't matter that he did it to me first and has been doing it to me for our whole relationship. UGH!!! I just don't know what to do, I love him and I do want him to be with him especially cuz I want Jax to have his dad in his life everyday! But I just don't know how much I can take anymore.

Quoting LaRelle:" He didn't sleep thru the night still ugh! He woke up at 320 and then 7, but still was sleepy so slept ... [snip!] ... be with him especially cuz I want Jax to have his dad in his life everyday! But I just don't know how much I can take anymore."

that sucks so much i hope it gets better for you soon and i hope you are happy with whatever your decision ends up being.
axel was doing pretty well but then last night he woke at 12 then about 3 but i resettled him so he slept then till 9 which was pretty good!
i spoke to this woman who knows a lot about babies and theyr sleep and she said if i know he can go say 8 hrs during the night without a feed, dont feed him when he wakes and try to resettle so i am trying to do that now. i feed him at the 12 feed because im usually stilll awake but if he wakes after that im just going to keep trying to put his dummy/paci back, it takes a few goes but has been working   hopefully he will learn to resettle himself back to sleep soon   have you given jax any more rice cereal? axel keeps spitting it out now  

Quoting ♥ axel sean n me:" that sucks so much i hope it gets better for you soon and i hope you are happy with whatever your decision ... [snip!] ... learn to resettle himself back to sleep soon   have you given jax any more rice cereal? axel keeps spitting it out now   "

We are doing better, not prefect but working it out. Jax slept thru the night last night 915-7 then drank a bottle and fell back asleep till 9! Yes I've been giving him cereal last night I actually feed him to him with a spoon it took him a few to get the hang of it but once he did he did good. Tonight went out to dinner and got back around his bed time so I just put the cereal in his bottle. He did that last night he was restless at 445 but he didn't cry or start talking so I left him alone and he fell asleep. I don't know if he was awake or just moving around a lot. His new thing is he talks to let me know he's ready to get up. It's so freaking cute and puts a smile on my face immediately!!! I hope this doesn't mean Axel is going to be a picky eater  

Quoting LaRelle:" We are doing better, not prefect but working it out. Jax slept thru the night last night 915-7 then drank ... [snip!] ... It's so freaking cute and puts a smile on my face immediately!!! I hope this doesn't mean Axel is going to be a picky eater  "

im glad your working it out  
aww yay jax! axel slept 8-12 then slept till 6 so still not ding no where near as good as jax! i bet your so proud! and happy that hes almost going through the night   aw thats awesome! that pic you put of him standing is so stinking cute! awww thats soo sweeet axel is just sat in his highchair atm talking to himself lol. but he doesnt talk to wake me up   he is always in bed with me from about 7ish am and he lays there talking to me if hes awake and i just snooze lol so cute hes always so happy in the morning, i hope so too! me and sean are both excellent eaters but his mum told me last night to watch axel when he is n solids and careful when he has egg fr the first time because sean was allergic while he was a baby   i hope axel isnt. im not allergic t anything are you?

Quoting ♥ axel sean n me:" im glad your working it out   aww yay jax! axel slept 8-12 then slept till 6 so still not ding no where ... [snip!] ... egg fr the first time because sean was allergic while he was a baby   i hope axel isnt. im not allergic t anything are you?"

Awe poor little Axel, you need to sleep for your mommy!!! Jax slept 10-5, 530-8 so not sleeping thru the night but very close. The night he slept thru the night I feed him the cereal and last night I just put the cereal in his bottle so I wonder if he gets fuller when they are separate?!?! Jax has changed so much in the last few weeks. He's personality is coming out more and more   I'm excited to start on baby foods it's going to be fun to see what he likes and doesn't. Food all over his face and the expressions on his face! One more month!! I'm not allergic to anything!!! Christopher is allergic to a lot of fruit so I hope he's not, cuz fruit is very good for them!!! Christopher and I are not picky eaters either! So hopefully Jax isn't either. I wish we could meet, and the boys could play and be buddies!!  

Quoting LaRelle:" Awe poor little Axel, you need to sleep for your mommy!!! Jax slept 10-5, 530-8 so not sleeping thru ... [snip!] ... I are not picky eaters either! So hopefully Jax isn't either. I wish we could meet, and the boys could play and be buddies!!  "

i know   hes in the habit now of sleeping 8-12 then getting a bit restless and then sleeping till 5-6 then going back down till 9 so its not too bad i just need to get him to drop the midnight feed, maybe ill start doing it as a dream feed before he gets restless then he might just drop it. yer well when its in his bottle its quite watery. but when you spoonfeed you can make it thicker. axel was spitting his out the last few days i made it watery but yesterday i made it quite thick and he was opening his mouth for it then actually making chewing movements with it in his mouth and he didnt spit any out. i think he just needs to be very hungry to have it but he seems to enjoy it so much mixed with a little milk and thick   i cant wait to see what solids he does and doesnt like too! yer watch out for citrus fruits when you introduce jax to them because apparently they are quite high on the top allergys list. me too it makes me sad we cant   but i really wanna come america sometime so maybe after england in dec i can start saving and come for a holiday  

Quoting ♥ axel sean n me:" i know   hes in the habit now of sleeping 8-12 then getting a bit restless and then sleeping till 5-6 ... [snip!] ... we cant   but i really wanna come america sometime so maybe after england in dec i can start saving and come for a holiday   "

Yay for Axel on eating cereal!!! Hopefully he will start sleeping thru the night, Jax didn't sleep last night either. He woke up at 330, then again 7. The night I really need him to sleep thru the night he doesn't. I'm heading back home tonight. I'm gonna try to get about 5 hrs or more in while he sleeps. Then I'll get a hotel and drive the rest of the way tomorrow. I would love to see Austria, and you/Axel but it's so expensive for flights  

Quoting LaRelle:" Yay for Axel on eating cereal!!! Hopefully he will start sleeping thru the night, Jax didn't sleep last ... [snip!] ... a hotel and drive the rest of the way tomorrow. I would love to see Austria, and you/Axel but it's so expensive for flights  "

  i hope he does too! he has still just been having a feed at 12-1 and then sleeping till 5-6 i cant see him cutting out the midnight feed anytime soon. but he is loving his cereal   hows jax going with his? oh i hope your journey was ok, hope jax was good for you again. how did he sleep last night?