Quoting Kellen:" That brought tears to my eyes just reading it. I'm sorry you were forced to go through all that. You're ... [snip!] ... gives me a bit of hope for me. Thank you for sharing your story. I wish you the best of luck with your baby boy and your life
It was really hard getting myself back together.
For awhile I was just a lost cause, I would sleep all day nothing to wake up to.
My family didnt understand, They just ignored what I had been through, like it was nothing, like the baby was nothing that it never existed. But all I wanted was to have someone that understood what happened. My mother was the worst she just treated me like what was my problem it was nothing it was easy to do you should be over this and just put me down even further.
Then I just realised I cant go back in time and get my baby. I thought that my baby wouldnt want me to be like this. I just carried on my life as best I could. and it might seem strange having another pregnancy so close to such an awful termination, but it has actually helped me heal emotionally. I will never be completly over what happened, but having this baby has helped me alot. something else to concentrate on and look forward to the future.