Todays gunna be sad. [vent]

This is kinda long and probably boring, but i feel really bad, and today isnt gunna be good at all....
So for about 4 or 5 months my cats been peeing on pretty much everything. So at first we just kinda let it go and tried to give her more attention because we thought she was jealous of my boyfriend moving in.... But she kept doing it. So we finally took her to the vet and found she had an infection. So we gave her all the medicine and she still had it so we gave her a second dose and she STILL has it. And shes STILL peeing on stuff.  I go to the hospital this thursday to be induced and i dont wanna come home and worry about putting the baby around cat urine, or putting a blanket on him that shes peed on. And dont get me wrong i love love love loooovvvee my cat, shes such a good cat except for her peeing on stuff, and i wish we didnt have to but i seriously think we're putting her to sleep. My boyfriend said we could get this other dose of medicine that she would have to be on for a month and see if that works, but the vets are sure if it'll work, but for that month she could still be peeing on everything. So then he suggested giving her to his mom and sister while shes on it and me and his mom arent the best of friends so that was totally out and it totally pissed me off that he even brought that idea into it....

So now, im the one that has to decide if we're gunna get the medicine, [thats also really expensive by the way] and see if it works for a month or to put a cat that i've had since i was like 9, to sleep. Oh and i should probably mention that i also had another cat that had to be put down because of this same thing about 5 years ago.... 
So today, a day before im going to be induced i have to deal with this shit.   Ugh.
I guess im just trying to do whats best for the baby, but still i love my kitty....

I could never do that   good luck though! I hope it works.