My due date was October 11, 2011; I had been having early labor pains [braxton hicks, random period-like cramps, lost my mucus plug, back aches] for weeks on end.. For a week prior to my due date I had horrible stomach aches every night which left me having THE WORST diahrrea, and since I didn't know what labor really felt like [since this was my first pregnancy] every time I would think "Maybe this is it!!!", but nothing... On 10/9/11 at 10pm I was talking to my husband's cousin, telling her that I doubted I'd be going into labor any time soon.
I awoke at 6am on the dot on 10/10/11
not feeling "right". Anthony sat up at the exact same time that I did and just looked at me, he says now that he just "knew". I was having a lot of intense period-like cramps that would leave me falling to the ground. I went to the bathroom thinking I had to take a poop, which I did; I thought that after that the pain would go away and I could go back to sleep..boy was I wrong. I tried laying back down but I was in too much pain to sit still, Anthony was on and off sleeping at that time, still making sure I was alright every few minutes. I tried going to the bathroom again, nothing..Only a peice of toilet paper of blood. I texted my mom and she was surprised I was awake so early and then asked for me to keep her posted. I finally went out into the living room and logged onto facebook to ask if anyone else had ever experienced the kind of pain I was, during labor or just at the end of pregnancy in general; many of my friends said it sounded like labor! I went onto contractionmaster.com and started timing my contractions, they would come anywhere from 6-7 minutes apart and would last anywhere from 45 seconds to a minute. These were pains I could not talk through, walk through, ect.. I knew either something was wrong or I was in labor. I told Anthony he could go to work, that I wasn't exactly sure if I was in labor or not and I didn't want to have him call off if it was only random pains like usual. I timed the contractions for about an hour and realized that I had been having these pains for about 3 hours, time to call the midwife. I paged the on-call midwife at 8:48am and waited about 2 minutes until I got a call back. Harmony Miller was on the line, I explained to her everything I was feeling- the blood, the contractions; I had multiple contractions that left me breathless while on the phone with her. She said that it definitely sounded like I was going into labor, that I should keep timing the contractions and said that "I will know" when I need to come in and to call her when I need her. Lucky me that was the day she had come back from her maternity leave, her son Cairo would be attending his first birth- mine!! I then called my mother and asked her to come over, that Anthony was at work and I needed someone there with me; she told me after that she could tell by the way I was talking that I was totally in labor. My mom showed up and she helped me through many contractions; she tried rubbing my back a few times but I just didn't want to be touched. We called Anthony [he had been at work for about a half an hour] and told him that he NEEDED to come home, that I was in labor and we had to get to the birthing home soon. He came through the door about 10 minutes later and asked me if I was sure I was in labor, ohhh yes I was! Him and my mom helped me through more contractions, I was grabbing onto the edge of the couch and on the floor begging for a trash can because I swore I was going to throw up..All I could smell was garlic bread from dinner the night before, made me gag but I just couldn't throw up. Anthony called Harmony at 10:34 and told her that we were on our way to the birthing home, she said for us to call when we were out the door...I know now why she said that. It took me about 20 minutes just to get off the floor and out of the house.
On the way to the birthing home
I wasn't even in the seat of my mom's convertable, I was on the floor in between the front passenger seat and the back seat in sooo much pain; the contractions were definitely a lot more intense. Some a-holes decided to honk at us from behind so I flicked them off, they then pulled in front of us and went about 10mph ON FRUITVILLE just to get me back for giving them the finger. Anthony was so irritated at that and almost jumped out of the car.
We arrived at Rosemary Birthing Home
and it took me about 5 minutes just to get out of the car because I was finally throwing up, constantly throwing up into a big black trash bag. Anthony helped me waddle my way up the steps and into the birthing home, I looked and saw the sign on the door that said something like "There is a baby being born today
!", I couldn't help but smile because I knew that it was put up specifically for me!! We walked inside and hurried me up the stairs before the contractions came again, the moment we got into the purple birthing room I was already on the floor in pain. My mom got me some water and I was drinking "frost" gatoraid like no tomorrow, although no liquids could quench my thirst. Harmony arrived soon after and I was on the bed on all fours, holding onto Anthony's hand for dear life as yet another intense contraction over-came my body. She asked if she could check me and of course I wanted that more than anything, because if I was only 1-4cm dilated and in that much pain I would've been so mad. I laid on my back and I started having another contraction, she waited patiently and quickly after it subsided stuck her fingers in for a check...The look in her face was pure shock, I don't remember EXACTLY what she said but it was something along the lines of- "Oh! Well! You are 6-7cm dilated and STILL stretching as I keep my fingers in.", I was dilating rather fast haha!! I asked for the birthing tub to be filled because I knew the warm water would put my body and mind at some ease. I kept laboring on the bed with Anthony by my side for what seemed like forever, I kept staring at the birth tub praying in my head for the water to fill up faster; it was taking so long! Anthony's mother and grandma showed up at some point then, I was fully focused on the contractions at this point; I remember saying hello to them and telling Michelle how I loved what she did with her hair, haha! I was given a green bowl to throw up into, it was in front of me on the bed; I had nothing in my system besides gatoraid and water so mostly I was vomitting bile; ew. Finally the birth tub was "full enough" that I could at least get in and relax.
We got into the tub
and the heat of the water felt AMAZING, I never thought that water could ever feel so orgasmic
. With each contraction came all new sensations- the feeling of wanting to poop, the most intense back pains I've ever felt in my life, the want to get out and give up. I remember looking over at my mom a million times shaking my head, she would just smile and nod; letting me know without saying a word that I could do this- those looks really got me through it. She kept trying to take my green bowl away from me though, which I kept in the water with me the whole time because I kept feeling like I was going to throw up...Which I actually never did, I guess I was just territorial over it ha! Grandma Pat kept going downstairs to get ice chips. My mom would feed them to me although they didn't seem to help with anything...they still felt amazing to chew on. Anthony was behind me in the birth tub putting pressure on my back with each contraction that passed, most of the time his hands felt like needles and I remember smacking his hands away a few dozen times. He had told me at one point that he had to go to the bathroom, there was NO WAY I was letting him out of that tub; f-ck it, I told him he could pee in the tub, whatever. I then felt inside of me and could feel my bag of water still intact, and behind that I could feel Aiden's skull...it was only about a fingertip away but never seemed to want to budge. I looked around the room many times during labor and kept telling Harmony and the rest of the birth team that I couldn't do it, that it hurt so bad..They kept telling me that I was doing an amazing job and it would be over soon, so I kept trying.
Every contraction now sent me into wanting to PUSH, I'd push so hard and feel Aiden coming out but then I would have the feeling to poop so I'd stop pushing...Even though I was in so much pain I really didn't want to poop on my husband who was sitting behind me, it would just feel so awkward to me. The only time I had cussed during labor was about this time, when I yelled "God damnit!", which ten seconds later I apologized to everyone in the room. Finally after a few hours of trying not to let my bowels out I turned around and faced Anthony; holding onto his knees, legs, arms, hands, hugging him so tight with every contraction. I finally couldn't hold it anymore and pooped, just little particles came out but at least they came out behind me and not right in front of Anthony. Every contraction after that I kept pooping out little peices; Harmony told me that that meant Aiden was very close, that he was pushing on my anus.. It honestly did feel like he was trying to come out of my butt and not my vagina, it was awful haha! One of the birth assistants [I don't remember her name, sorry!] helped put pressure on my back as I squeezed Anthony's leg through yet another painful contraction.
I felt "down there"
and I could feel my bag BULGING, I knew he was close. I gave out a really hard push and could feel Aiden's head giving way, coming out into the tub. I leaned back a bit and just let the pain over-take me, this was definitely the most painful part of my labor. All of a sudden everyone was around the tub watching as within 2 minutes Aiden's head, then shoulders, then whole rest of his body came out of me. Anthony told me later on that he asked Harmony if he could still breath while inside the sac, she assured him that he was stil breathing oxygen and not to worry. Anthony then had him in his hands and pulled him out from the water.
There he was,
our beautiful baby boy. The moment I saw him all the pain had disappeared, like the labor never happened and my perfect little boy had just come out of the water out of no where.
Aiden Anthony was born on 10/10/11 at exactly 4pm; caught by his daddy Anthony, after a 10 hour all natural labor in the water at Rosemary Birthing Home. He was born still in his sac, which later on I was told is very rare, that there are several old wives tales about it. Aiden weighed 7lbs 7oz and measured 21in long.
I have never experienced something so amazing in my life, and I definitely plan on having more natural water births in the future.