re: Depression/Suicide Support Thread

<blockquote><b>Quoting Sophia's Mommy♥:</b>" I will! "</blockquote>




Okay  

Quoting HopingforaMiracle:" Smurf I'm really not doing so well. I want to just check into the damn hospital. Obviously I'm not getting ... [snip!] ... me. I've never missed the holidays. I'm going to call my therapist in the morning she gave me her personal cell phone number."

Hey Jess, did you make the call to the hospital?

I am betting that things can be strightened out before Christmas if you make a decision now.

I'm sorry you're having a hard time

<blockquote><b>Quoting .Colleen.:</b>" Hey Jess, did you make the call to the hospital? I am betting that things can be strightened out before Christmas if you make a decision now. I'm sorry you're having a hard time"</blockquote>




I called my therapist and I have to call her everyday until my appointments on Monday

Quoting HopingforaMiracle:" <blockquote><b>Quoting .Colleen.:</b>" Hey Jess, did you make the call to the hospital? ... [snip!] ... a hard time"</blockquote> I called my therapist and I have to call her everyday until my appointments on Monday"

Oh good

Was she able to help you through?

<blockquote><b>Quoting .Colleen.:</b>" Oh good Was she able to help you through?"</blockquote>




Yeah. It is great to be able to call her at any time if I need to.

I called the office my PCP gave me the referral to and I'm waiting for a Dr. to call me back. I asked the receptionist to check if there was any appointments for this week and she said that she'd put a note for the Dr.

Quoting Sophia's Mommy♥:" I called the office my PCP gave me the referral to and I'm waiting for a Dr. to call me back. I asked ... [snip!] ... I asked the receptionist to check if there was any appointments for this week and she said that she'd put a note for the Dr."

Good luck!
*hugs*

Quoting .Colleen.:" Good luck! *hugs*"

Thank you!  

Quoting Sophia's Mommy♥:" Thank you!  "

You took the first step, thats the hard part.

You're taking control if your situation and not letting it control you.

Quoting .Colleen.:" You took the first step, thats the hard part. You're taking control if your situation and not letting it control you."

Sometimes I want it to control me, I want to just lay in bed all day and forget the world. But I know that I can't so I want to get help.. I haven't seen anybody in a while and it's definitely been getting to me.

Quoting Sophia's Mommy♥:" Sometimes I want it to control me, I want to just lay in bed all day and forget the world. But I know ... [snip!] ... But I know that I can't so I want to get help.. I haven't seen anybody in a while and it's definitely been getting to me."

I think that thought is very tempting to many who battle depression and anxiety  
How much easier it would be to just let it consume you.

But you are a strong person, a mother, and you will fight it and you know what?
You will overcome it.
You are stronger than that and you will not let it control you.

Quoting .Colleen.:" I think that thought is very tempting to many who battle depression and anxiety   How much easier ... [snip!] ... fight it and you know what? You will overcome it. You are stronger than that and you will not let it control you. "

Reading that almost made me tear up. Thank you  

Quoting Sophia's Mommy♥:" Reading that almost made me tear up. Thank you  "

It's all true
<3

<blockquote><b>Quoting Sophia's Mommy♥:</b>" I called the office my PCP gave me the referral to and I'm waiting for a Dr. to call me back. I asked ... [snip!] ... I asked the receptionist to check if there was any appointments for this week and she said that she'd put a note for the Dr."</blockquote>




That's great you called and it sounds like they will do whatever possible to get you in this week!

I wonder if my nausea/vomiting is from the anxiety. I don't keep down much food.