re: Depression/Suicide Support Thread

<blockquote><b>Quoting .Colleen.:</b>" I am going to PT you and if you ever want to PM me, please do or I can talk to you in here. I would love to hear how you and your lo progress. My babies were preemies too, its hard"</blockquote>




Thank you.

Quoting HopingforaMiracle:" <blockquote><b>Quoting .Colleen.:</b>" I am going to PT you and if you ever want ... [snip!] ... I would love to hear how you and your lo progress. My babies were preemies too, its hard"</blockquote> Thank you."

Bye hun, I am going home for the night

I will be on tomorrow, maybe I will talk to you then?

<blockquote><b>Quoting .Colleen.:</b>" Bye hun, I am going home for the night I will be on tomorrow, maybe I will talk to you then?"</blockquote>




I will try to be on tomorrow
Thank you again!

Quoting HopingforaMiracle:" <blockquote><b>Quoting .Colleen.:</b>" Bye hun, I am going home for the night ... [snip!] ... I will be on tomorrow, maybe I will talk to you then?"</blockquote> I will try to be on tomorrow Thank you again!"

No problem!

Well i called and she called me back and i can't be seen until Monday. I'm thankful my mom will be home during the weekend. I slept maybe like 30 nonconsecutive minutes. :/ I have no energy to do anything. Lucy is sleeping but I have no desire to do anything. My mom will be home at 3 and its 130 now. I'm hoping she stays asleep for that time but I really don't think so. My dad is home (he doesn't work right now) so maybe he will watch her. I haven't talked to my boyfriend since last Thursday so I don't know what's going on with that. He just ignores me. But I need to focus on my daughter and I. I'm going through a hard time right now and I'm trying everything I can to not go back to the hospital.

Quoting HopingforaMiracle:" Well i called and she called me back and i can't be seen until Monday. I'm thankful my mom will be home ... [snip!] ... on my daughter and I. I'm going through a hard time right now and I'm trying everything I can to not go back to the hospital."

Ok, so you need to make it through the weekend.
You can do this, girl.

You have your mom around, that will give you some relief.
If you explain to your parents that you're not feeling well, do you think they would do the majority of her care for a few days?

The boyfriend does not sound like he is worth wasting time on, try to focus on relaxing and de-stressing yourself
What do you like to do thats relaxing?

How is the baby doing? Have you been able to remember to feed her when it's time? Have your symptoms/side effects changed at all from yesterday?

<blockquote><b>Quoting .Colleen.:</b>" Ok, so you need to make it through the weekend. You can do this, girl. You have your mom around, ... [snip!] ... you been able to remember to feed her when it's time? Have your symptoms/side effects changed at all from yesterday? "</blockquote>




Yes I can do this. I know I can do this.

They are going to help me this weekend. It'll be easier with her home. Yea Lucy is my daughter but I need help right now.

I like to read or watch tv like right now I have Grey's Anatomy on.

She's doing so well. She's 16 pounds now. Her seizures are down to only every couple days which is so much better than everyday. Yes I've been able to remember because then my mom comes home at 1130 for lunch then for dinner they eat together.

Not really changed good or bad so that's good. We've called the hospital I stayed at and they know I'm having issues. I'm in the process of getting ssi and they need extra information I get disability already.

Quoting HopingforaMiracle:" <blockquote><b>Quoting .Colleen.:</b>" Ok, so you need to make it through the weekend. ... [snip!] ... and they know I'm having issues. I'm in the process of getting ssi and they need extra information I get disability already."

You sound like you are on the right track to me, you got this.

It may take a day or two to feel the effects of the med change, but its obvious they did not have it quite right when they discharged you.

I'm so glad to hear she is doing well, I would love to see a picture of her sometime.

Are you going to be online this weekend? I have to get offline in a few minutes, but would like to talk more with you.

and I love the name Lucy, I almost picked it for my daughter, but it would have sounded horrible with my last name

<blockquote><b>Quoting .Colleen.:</b>" You sound like you are on the right track to me, you got this. It may take a day or two to feel ... [snip!] ... with you. and I love the name Lucy, I almost picked it for my daughter, but it would have sounded horrible with my last name"</blockquote>




Yea they tried so many different meds with me and they aren't right obviously.

I may come on a little bit I don't know yet.

Thank you I love it too obviously  

Quoting HopingforaMiracle:" <blockquote><b>Quoting .Colleen.:</b>" You sound like you are on the right track ... [snip!] ... with me and they aren't right obviously. I may come on a little bit I don't know yet. Thank you I love it too obviously  "

Ok, take care, hun.

<blockquote><b>Quoting .Colleen.:</b>" Ok, take care, hun."</blockquote>



Thank you  

It is so difficult when some people don't take your mental health problems seriously. Today on BG, I was told that I "faked" a suicide on BG. Why? Because I had gone to the movies on that day to calm myself down. I have never really been bullied as horribly on this website as I was today, and now I'm seriously thinking about calling it quits.

I get that BG is very anarchy-like, and I know that I'm not innocent, but I have never disrespected someone's mental health issues or told them to go kill themselves. I wish there were more rules regarding suicide. I think we even had a member kill herself over a year ago ,and she had been cyber bullied (not sure if it was on BG). Why won't Mara become stricter on this?

Quoting Back to Noob Status:" It is so difficult when some people don't take your mental health problems seriously. Today on BG, I ... [snip!] ... herself over a year ago ,and she had been cyber bullied (not sure if it was on BG). Why won't Mara become stricter on this?"

Because you have the choice to be on this site or not. You had the choice yesterday to log off. You don't have to be here. These are all things police say regarding "bullying" on online forums.

Quoting HopingforaMiracle:" <blockquote><b>Quoting .Colleen.:</b>" Ok, take care, hun."</blockquote> Thank you  "

Hi Jess

Just wanted to see how things were going for you

I have been offline forever it seems

Hope things are improving!

<blockquote><b>Quoting .Colleen.:</b>" Hi Jess Just wanted to see how things were going for you I have been offline forever it seems Hope things are improving!"</blockquote>




I went for my appt and she just gave me Ativan. I've been getting a feeling of a panic attack more often like all of the time. So I've been taking the Ativan more. I'm frustrated.