re: Depression/Suicide Support Thread

Quoting Lily'sMama♥ livetor:" hey girls just remember... "

This is great.

I am so smurfing depressed. I can't remember the last time I was happy. This smurf sucks.

I am do depressed and ready to give up on life. My car is smurfing up and won't start, homeless, jobless, and hungry. I don't know what to do. I am so irritated and just all together ready to say smurf it. I don't even have my kids. Soon to be ex husband took my son when he abandoned DD and I down here in Oklahoma. The. I had to have my mom come get her because I had no way of supporting her sonim childless on top of everything else. Why and I still here? My life is at its absolute worst right now.  

are there any listeners around or on?? i really need to talk to someone...please pm me. :/

Quoting She's fabulous,but evil(;:" are there any listeners around or on?? i really need to talk to someone...please pm me. :/"

I'm working my responses *might* be slightly delayed but you're welcome to message me.

Quoting She's fabulous,but evil(;:" are there any listeners around or on?? i really need to talk to someone...please pm me. :/"

I am here whenever you need to talk.

Lately I've felt so down in the dumps and trapped, and I have a child so I obviously won't but the thought came to me this morning that if I didn't have her I could just take all my money out of my savings account, get in my car and just go off, live in my car and move from place to place for awhile. I would tell my family I just need to do this for awhile, and just be on my own, free! The idea is so appealing right now that it kind of worries me that I'm thinking about this. I wouldn't trade my daughter for anything, but I kind of wish I had a chance to do this. Right now I just feel stuck and can't really do anything like that without abandoning my child.

I have just now seen this! I can be a listener, I have dealt with depression and suicidal thoughts a lot, before my life picked up, and I have experienced losing my daddy to suicide. I have an ear and I will listen if anyone needs someone to tlak to!!  

Quoting *Mama G*:" Lately I've felt so down in the dumps and trapped, and I have a child so I obviously won't but the thought ... [snip!] ... wish I had a chance to do this. Right now I just feel stuck and can't really do anything like that without abandoning my child."

I know this feeling. I sometimes feel like running away from all the BS and just do me and get my smurf together, but I could never leave my son behind. He comes first before anything else.

I am horribly depressed..

Quoting *Turtles*:" I am horribly depressed.."

  I am here if ya need to talk, I know you don't know me, but I have a listening ear  

Been feeling really hopeless and extremely tired.I know about so many resources but feel so gultiy using them. Today I took an important step and call 441 kids in my area to talk to someone and just get somethings off my chest and tomarrow I now have an appointment with my pych so I'll more than like get my lexapro increased...I've avoided everything school work,chores, relationships...so much stuff I really want out of my hell!

I am so close to self harming. I am trying to remain strong & remember than recovery is best but I can't take this anymore.

I just want to smurfing cry!   I miss the old happy me..

Sick of being so sad. Reverted back to cutting. Mainly due to loss of friends and parents disapproval of my choice to end my marriage back in February. Constantly feeling like I'm a piece of smurf parent, and that I could be better. I've been working so hard on being less judgemental, nicer, more open, less mean, yet I critisize myself the most.

I just want to give up. Every.Single.Day.