Quoting Bella_Chelle:" I am nervous posting this but I will. I am so emotionally drained. I feel like I am not good enough for ... [snip!] ... I don't know where or who to turn to. I don't understand why I was fine, happy, and fighting. Now I can't do it at all. "
maybe because you have been there the whole time with your daughter and he hasn't said thank you, or given you kudos to being there.
and he thinks he can walk in and all is forgiven when it comes to your daughter?
im sure your daughter would love to have her dad, that's if he smartens up and stays in the picture and is kind and treats her right, not disappears again.
I hope you start to feel better!
if you need to talk anytime, or vent, im hear.