Bad Friend

I feel like the worse friend ever. My good friend is pregnant and I cant but be extremely jealous especially since hers was an oops and she wanted to wait to have a kid. Ive been trying for ever it seems since I got married in 06 and now we are seriously trying with the charting and stuff. But it really just makes me jealous and a little angry to hear her talk about how much she hates being pregnant. Bleh I love her to death and I know she doesnt realize but I kind of havent told her that we have been trying either because I dont want her to feel bad. I guess this is a little vent lol and another think I noticed when your trying to get pregnant every one you know or once knew your whole life ends up pregnant. Everyone but you lol or so it seems.

I felt the same way when my SIL announced she was pregnant for the second time. My blood must have been boiling green! But it eventually happened and I think it happened for me when it was supposed to happen...and not a moment sooner. It's ok to feel this way. Just don't let it consume you.

it'll happen when it's supposed to! And as much as she may complain about it I bet she's loving it. It's just hard and so overwhelming at times. it'll get better for you!

Thanks. I know I should just tell her but I dont want her to feel bad about it. She told me since she got pregnant she has been depressed. She will be having a little boy in april so hopefully it will be better then.