1st Pregnancy
posted 14th Feb '08
The doctor didnt hear a heartbeat & didnt see the fetus or embryo in the u/s yesterday. All i seen was my empty sac where my baby was supposed to be, growing. My body hasnt released the embryo or the sac yet so my grandma wants me to stay in the bed until I do. The doc wants me to come back 2morrow so they can test my hormone levels & then next wed, i'm going back for another ultrasound. I'm still testing positive for being pregnant. I'm trying to grieve but my family just wants me to "look on the brighter side". I'm suffering right now & i need time. Its bad enough that 1 of my co-workers is a few weeks pregnant with her 3rd baby. She told me she miscarried before getting pregnant with her current baby & she has a 3yr old boy. Everyone was talking about how big both of us would be & how I would be the 1st to pop but now, she's the one enjoying her pregnancy. I can only sit back & listen. I know God doesnt make mistakes but I just hope that in the future, he will send me another baby to fill my empty womb & help heal my broken heart.
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i'm sorry for your loss..although i have'nt lost mine so far.. i know kindda how you feel . my best friend is pregnate and she's 33 weeks just like me but i'm having so meny problems with my lil girl and the out come does'nt look good for her. so now i'm misarble and she's enjoying her pregnacy. and i'm happy for her but i wish it were me.. if you ever need to talk you will find me here.. again . i'm sorry for your loss
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Im sorrry that this has happened for you.
God works miracles but sometimes they just dont come when we want them to.
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i've lost 2 babies hun...I know how bad it sucks. Im so sorry for your loss...I will be praying for you
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Thanks <3
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You are right, God doesn't make mistakes and he doesn't give us anymore than we can handle. Just keep praying and hang in there. I am so sorry for your loss.
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I am so very sorry for your loss. I know how it feels having a co-worker with a pregnancy so close to your own. I have a co-worker who it due only a few days before I was. I can't help but feel some sort of resentment towards her that she does not deserve. It is hard, but you will get through it! Again, I am so sorry. PM me if you need to talk.
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