Today was my due date :(!

I'm sorry for not being online all day today ladies!!! I just couldn’t bare to be online today!! I had a very horrible day, today!! My Lil angel Elijah was due today. And I spend this whole day alone cause hubby was a work all day long & he should be here in a while but I wished that we could off spend it together   not for me to spend it alone!! I mean I had to even remain him what today was cause he didn’t remember  !! Anyways I just sat here and cried my eyes out since yesterday night and all day today, and I’m still crying though, I just cant believe that hes gone & I will never see my Lil boy again  !!! I really would love to go out and buy like a table or something so I can put all his Lil things on it, cause I love to see his things up instead of not seeing his things at all!! But I don’t know when I am going to go out and buy something for him though!! Any who I can tell you ladies that most defiantly today is the most saddest day ever for me  . I cant believe that today Elijah would of been born, I just wished that I could be having him right now then when I did back in October  !! I just miss him so much! This goes out to mi angel Elijah! Our sweet baby boy Elijah, we love you more than words could ever describe even more then anybody could ever imaging and we miss you more than anything in this whole wide world. Only if we could hold you in our arms again and tell you baby how much we all love you and miss you!! Elijah mommy & daddy promises you that we will always keep your memories alive and we will always cherish you with all our hearts no matter what baby boy. We will not feel any comfort or any thing else like that until the day we are able to hold you in our arms again, we just wished that we could hold you in our arms right now our lil Elijah. Mommy & daddy just wants to let you know that you are most defiantly the best thing that ever could happen to us, you bought us together in a way that we never knew we could get!! You bought us so close to one other, and we are grateful for that, and we are grateful that we have you as our guardian angel watching over us each and every day of our lives!! Elijah you most defiantly made me & your daddy the happiest parents in the whole wide world and we wouldn’t change that for nothing in this whole world neither!! Elijah we love you & miss you baby boy! Mommy & daddy & the family sends you all of our love, hugs, kisses from here in earth up to you in heaven!!
Love always…
Mommy & Daddy!!!

awww your post just made me cry. im so sorry about your loss. maybe you could buy a shelf or something to put his little things on.

I'm sorry hon. You and your family are in my thoughts and I'll light a candle for lil Elijah.

aww sweetie im so sorry for your loss. I wish you and your man nothing but the best. You are so strong. I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers and my best wishes on ttc!

I'm so sorry mommy... I had a little sister that was born sleeping at 33 weeks. I know they are in heaven playing together.. Time will help ease the pain, but it will never quite go away. I can't imagine the pain you are in.
God bless you  

I was just thinking about you the other day. I'll be thinking of you and I'm so sorry you have to go through this.

Quoting Mari's Mommy:“ awww your post just made me cry. im so sorry about your loss. maybe you could buy a shelf or something to put his little things on.”

Writing this post made me cry so much harder then I did before I wrote it!!! Thank you so much hunny!!! Yeah I really have to go and buy a shelf or something to put his little things on most defiantly I do need to do that, but I dont know when though!!!

Quoting PrncessConsuelaBananahmmk:“ I'm sorry hon. You and your family are in my thoughts and I'll light a candle for lil Elijah.”

Thank you so much hunny that means a lot to me  ! Thank you from the bottom of mi broken heart thank you so much!!!

I am so sorry.

(((HUGS)))

that was a sweet and very sad post.
you are in my thoughts.

Quoting MrsAmandaKirby:“ aww sweetie im so sorry for your loss. I wish you and your man nothing but the best. You are so strong. I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers and my best wishes on ttc!”

Thank you so much!!! Thank you for keeping me in your thoughs and prayers that means a lot to both myself, mi hubby & mi family!!! Thank you so much I do need some every much of luck on the whole ttc again cause I'm so scared out of my mind cause of all this!! But thank you once again mama!!

Quoting Jamie Michelle & Princess:“ I'm so sorry mommy... I had a little sister that was born sleeping at 33 weeks. I know they are in heaven ... [snip!] ... together.. Time will help ease the pain, but it will never quite go away. I can't imagine the pain you are in. God bless you  ”

Thank you so much!!! On I’m so sorry to hear about your little sister mama!!! Yeah they must be up in heaven right now playing with each other for sure!!!! Yeah I know that time will help eased the pain but most deff will never quite make mi pain go away never!! Thank you so much, god bless you to hunny and your baby gurl mama!!!

Quoting ♥Tây¤ñ¤Jô§hüå♥:“ I was just thinking about you the other day. I'll be thinking of you and I'm so sorry you have to go through this.”

Thank you so much hunny that means a lot to me, you have no idea how much it means to me mama!!! But I'm hoping that someday I will have a baby that I could take home with me, pretty much thats what holding together that I will have a baby to hold!!!

Quoting Light fey:“ I am so sorry. (((HUGS))) that was a sweet and very sad post. you are in my thoughts.”

Thank you so much hunny!!! And thank you so much for keeping little me in your thoughts mama! That really means a lot to me, thank you!!!

Im sorry sweetie!   Ill be praying for you!

Im so sorry for your huge loss. It has to be harder than any ofus could or wouldnt want to imagine. You are in my thoughts and prayers.