wish i could start today over
posted 10th Feb '08
I just need to vent! So I got a ticket a while back and havn't been able to pay for it because my job is only giving me between 6-12 hrs a week. So....I had to go in front of the judge to ask to do community service to work my debt off. she granted it. Well, I've been working in the kitchen at this drug and alcohol rehabilitation center. Not a big deal. But I'm sry. I'm almost 7 months prego. I have a little bit of extra weight on me and I've been having trouble sleeping....so I get really tired. I went in today so I could try to work off some more hrs and almost got myself into a fight. Whenever I got there, there were already to many people. Well, I started helping with dishes but "lawdy-freaking dah" I didn't wear a hair net. I had these skinny ass blond bitches getting in my face within 2 minutes telling me I needed to do this, that, and the other. That's probly wat pissed them off because I wouldn't listen to them. After that, they started saying rude things and treating me like shit. Ok. Fine. Grow up. I just went on. But then they tried to get me kicked out. I had went on break with everybody else and went out to the car. Well, they told the manager that I had driven off somewhere and hadn't gotten back for like 45 min. LIES!!! He wanted to kick me out but I convinced him otherwise. Than, they all were sitting on there asses and since I have a little more reason to be EXHAUSTED....I sat my ass down too. After a couple mintes, all 3 of them got up and went and got the cook, saying that I was the only one sitting around. MORE LIES!!! I think it's just these damn ragin hormones but I got really flippin pissed. Pregnant or not, I was gonna kick every one of their skinny, non-prego asses just to get them to shut the hell up. It was just a big mess. This is one thing I won't miss after my little angel comes, my hormones all over the place and having a big huge belly that people mistake for just "fat". I love the belly but not when girls like them r calling me a cow and making hurtful comments. WOW!!! Ok....so I just had to get that off my chest so that I wasn't staying pissed all night. Thanx for understanding..........OMG!!! I almost forgot....need to get this out to. I went to talk to my baby's daddy. Havn't talked to him in like 3 months...since Thanksgiving. He said he needed time, space, and whatever else to figure things out. I gave it to him. Well, I was wanting to see if he was ready to be a man yet and he didn't even show up. That was wat set my whole day as shitty because I really needed to say some things to him. Gosh!!! It's just been one of those days. Thank God I can put my feet up now and relax. Try to sleep and start a new, fresh day tomorrow. Good night ladies. Hope tomorrow is a better day...
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