No more Baby Daddy

I have no idea where to post this. I dont have any idea where to start. I dont know what to do at this point. I have said that I dont care about my baby's father but thats a lie I will always care about him, he gave me this child. The worst part is: I was so mad at him. I just wanted to hit him and now I can't even apologize for the things that happened because as of last night he is gone for good. He passed away around 6 in the evening at a friend's house. I dont know what to say and all my friends are trying so hard to make me feel better, but I dont know what to do. My child will never know his/her real father. That hurts so bad. My heart breaks everytime I feel my baby move inside my stomach because it's a little piece of him that is still alive even though he can't be. They say everything happens for a reason, but I can't seem to find it.

wow, what happened?

Quoting ~*~AprilMommy~*~:“ I have no idea where to post this. I dont have any idea where to start. I dont know what to do at this ... [snip!] ... of him that is still alive even though he can't be. They say everything happens for a reason, but I can't seem to find it.”

Wow...what on earth happened?

I'm so sorry about your loss

omg I'm sorry that happened. Don't beat yourself up over it. He's in a better place and even though he isn't here anymore. I do believe he is still around. I'd say just make sure your daughter /son is a part of his families life. Hopefully its a boy so you can name him after his dad. Things don't always end the way we want them to sorry.

I'm sorry for your loss... I know there might not be anything to make you feel better but try to be strong for your little one  

Quoting ~*~AprilMommy~*~:“ I have no idea where to post this. I dont have any idea where to start. I dont know what to do at this ... [snip!] ... of him that is still alive even though he can't be. They say everything happens for a reason, but I can't seem to find it.”

I read your last post and based on that he was a looser anyways... did he change between your last post and this one?
I'm not tryin to hurt you but take it from a gal whohas gone to bat with two deadbeat dads, you are better off without him.

If he didnt change then dont make him out to be a hero when he wasnt, just because he is dead. I would not name my child after him.. in fact I didnt.

Aw.. I'm soo sorry!

I'm sorry things worked out that way. It's sad that you always think of the things you wanted to say to late. Just remember that you will always have the best of him, his child.

So sorry for your loss.

Quoting Pregnant with a Blessing:“ I read your last post and based on that he was a looser anyways... did he change between your last ... [snip!] ... I'm not tryin to hurt you but take it from a gal whohas gone to bat with two deadbeat dads, you are better off without him.”

Deadbeat or not if you love someone....their passing away is gonna hurt. I think right now she just needs support. And that's what she should be given.

There for the longest time I was mad at him because he treated me like dirt. I know he wasn't perfect but he always told me that he wanted to be there for our child. That is the one thing he never changed about. He may not have cared about me but he did care about our child. I do need to get a hold of his family because I haven't spoken to them since August and I dont know what else to do.

Quoting ~*~AprilMommy~*~:“ There for the longest time I was mad at him because he treated me like dirt. I know he wasn't perfect ... [snip!] ... our child. I do need to get a hold of his family because I haven't spoken to them since August and I dont know what else to do.”

Okay...but what happened to him?

I dont even know what happened. His roommate told me about it and they think he had an overdose. They will know once the autopsy report comes in I guess.

Quoting *Wicked Mama*:“ Okay...but what happened to him?”

Why don't you show her some sympathy. The first thing you asked was what happen.