re: Not sure how to explain it...

thanks ladies! I'm glad I'm not the only one who feels like this.

I'm pretty sure they are normal feelings to have, don't get too down about it. It's a radical change to your body and lifestyle. I desperatly wanted a baby and felt very anxious as soon as I fell pregnant. Thinking of all the things that could go wrong etc
Apart from a scare during the birth, we all turned out healthy and happy.
Although now with my second pregnancy, i feel a bit insane sometimes and can't believe I'm having another one!!!
I know deep down I am loving it but having two kids really daunts on me sometimes!!
No going back now!
You'll be fine love, try and focus on the positives, unconditional love you get and feel being a mother. It is really beautiful. 

Thank you!

Your son is adorable! 

hehe, thanks, he's what made me wanna make another one!! (that was a good day of course!)