re: The Struggles of TTC Support Group!

im frustrated at my body! cd 67 and 33 days late, normally im 34 days so tomorrow would be a 2nd missed af and had all BFNS. hoping i get my card soon so can get into dr but went ahead and got my supplies (clomid and vitamins) to try as soon as af comes

<blockquote><b>Quoting Kat♥TTC_Mama♥:</b>" i hate my woman parts! 23 days late and no clue still but i did getmy medicaid, should get appt soon"</blockquote>




I think the hardest part for me is my body doesn't know how to get get pregnant..... Shoot if that happened more often I may have a better chance at keeping one. :/ i'm glad you got medicaid! Good luck!

Quoting Miss. Tiff:" <blockquote><b>Quoting Kat♥TTC_Mama♥:</b>" i hate my woman parts! 23 days ... [snip!] ... Shoot if that happened more often I may have a better chance at keeping one. :/ i'm glad you got medicaid! Good luck!"

i've gone from wanting 4 to just 1 now. to bring home 1 home healthy would just be the greatest. hoping it doesnt take 9 months to get pregnant again

<blockquote><b>Quoting Kat♥TTC_Mama♥:</b>" i've gone from wanting 4 to just 1 now. to bring home 1 home healthy would just be the greatest. hoping it doesnt take 9 months to get pregnant again"</blockquote>




  yes. I'm sorry. Wish you all the baby dust in the world!

hey ladies. I havent had much time to get on here lately. Its been pretty busy with school and such
Anyways. Tiff I hope your recovery goes smoothly and you get a bfp soon
Kat. I hope your af shows so you can start on clomid and stuff, I also hope that your upcoming dr appointments help shed some light on what is going on with you.
As for me. We still are "trying" but i havent really been keeping track of anything but my periods. We are getting ready to move in a couple weeks and school started 2 weeks ago. I have less than 1 year left, yipee! Besides that I am looking for some work I can do from home on my days off from school. I need to start bringing in some money, but working outside of the home with daycare being 15 miles away, a changing schedule every 10 weeks and the cost of gas and only having 1 vehicle between my husband and I, makes it difficult right now for that to be a possibility.

Hey ladies, hope everyone is well! We're due in almost 3 weeks already, and we also have had our great nephew in our care since december! We're getting the ball rolling on his adoption...but his SD is being ridiculous! So, we've started looking for an attorney that my MIL/FIL are paying for and he should be legally our DS by the time he's 2. He'll be 1 on 1/31! It's been hectic..but loving every minute! Cannot believe this baby will be here soon! They measure him, and he's 6lbs 13oz already! even though thats only an estimate...if hes a bigger baby in 2wks, they're inducing me a week early!

Dani- thank you!!

Sooooo update on me. My left knee still hurts a lot. but what's crazy is my sex drive is super high! Which is normal around ovulation time but Af just left.so it's not exactly time. But hey it's not a bad thing plus the dh& i's relationship has been improving in general, had a really rough patch. I'm staying positive but getting pregnant isn't taking over. I'm learning to enjoy what I do have, now.& my goals! I do have a good feeling about this year.  

Hang in there ladies! I KNOW it's super hard!

Ugh ladies...I need advice. I'm sooo confused. I feel like my fertility conic has really dropped the ball. The we're only opened a half day today because of the "holiday". I'm sorry, by for as much as I pay them, I feel like there should have been staff today. It's not like it's Christmas or something. Anyway. I went for my u/s today and my follicles are ready. There are3 follicles on my right ovary and 2 on my left. (which is how many I had last cycle). I am in paaaaaiiiiin. My ovaries hurt so bad right now. I want to trigger and just do TI instead of my IUI. But because no one was there to get my results today, I have to go back for more blood work tomorrow and another u/s on Wednesday. I'm just sick of it all ready. I'm afraid my good follies will turn into cysts. What would you guys do???

CD 77 and still waiting on that dang medicaid card to come! its been 2-3 weeks since picked my CMO. hoping noone stole it since been missing mail and packages and now over weekend had someone knock and run twice then a note was found saying "pussy smurf u!!!"

<blockquote><b>Quoting Mrs. Clemens:</b>" Ugh ladies...I need advice. I'm sooo confused. I feel like my fertility conic has really dropped the ... [snip!] ... u/s on Wednesday. I'm just sick of it all ready. I'm afraid my good follies will turn into cysts. What would you guys do???"</blockquote>



I'm sorry I have no advice.   good luck!

argh....
AF came Monday, which is exactly when I thought it would come. I am so relieved that I can finally pin point the day that I will start, and can tell when I am O'ing late and how many days that is going to push my cycle back....
that being said.... why am I so friggen emotional still, why am I still breaking out on my face, and now for the last 2 days I have been getting nose bleeds!
Once one thing goes normal with my cycle, something else pops up to throw me all off....
Oh yeah, and I swear there is a friggen baby boom going on with everyone i know, but me! in the last few weeks about 6 people I know have announced they are expecting....to make matters worse a handful is having their second or THIRD child since my since my daughter was born.......everytime I have a dream about ME being preggo i find out the within the next couple days that someone I know is preggo. I know right now would not be ideal to get pregnant since I am in my final year of school and I can't take time off to have a baby, but it doesn't mean that I don't want it and wish for it. This sucks..... :: sigh ::

<blockquote><b>Quoting ♥ Dani ♥:</b>" argh.... AF came Monday, which is exactly when I thought it would come. I am so relieved that I can ... [snip!] ... and I can't take time off to have a baby, but it doesn't mean that I don't want it and wish for it. This sucks..... :: sigh ::"</blockquote>



I'm sorry, things aren't going as planned. I can relate. Although Af is regular & so is ovulation I still can't get pregnant! I'm like Wtf?!
I got my first + Opk yesterday, for this month. I know exactly when I will but I have Opks that will expire soon. :/ might as well play with em. We're ttc but i'm not holding my breath anymore. & yes people are getting pregnant left & right around me, seems like always. I'm sorry. I'm learning to deal. With what I have but still praying for one more blessing.

I am so sad to see all the   on here! I really feel for you all. After my chemical last month I have been absolutely devistated. And now that we're closing in on the home stretch of the 2ww, I'm terrified of a bfn. And terrified that if I do get a BFP, it'll end the same way. I'm stressing so hard. I hate it. I didn't think about this aspect of it at all. It's such a slap in the face. We're all in this for a BFP and healthy little rainbow baby. And then we get that BFP, and only get to rejoice in that absolute joy for just a few short days. And it's all taken away. And now that we have another opportunity...(and I feel pregnant at 9dpo, got my BFP at 10 DPO last time) I am terrified of either situation. Ugh. I needed to vent.

finally got my medicaid card and got appt for yearly tomorrow to get things going! will be CD90 and 56 days late tomorrow

Hi ladies! I feel like the board has gotten really quiet. I hope everyone is doing well. I think of you all a lot.
It's been a long time since I've updated. DH and I are actually in the process of IVF#1! I'm currently on stim injections and in the countdown to egg retrieval. It's definitely a "one day at a time" process, but so far so good. If all continues to go well, my pregnancy test should be early March. I feel good knowing we've done all that we can @ this point.
Wishing everyone the best & lots of luck in your journey to BFP!