Having my baby in the morning!

Well i went to the dr and am not having contractions anymore and now I am only dialated to 2 1/2 cm (I was 5 cm)!!! ARGH! I was sooooo upset! So i go in tonight to have my cervix "ripened" again and in the morning they are going to induce! I'm scared and am suddenly not ready for this! Also tomorrow is my2 year old's birthday! I don't know what she's going to think about that. My husband thinks it's great because they are both girls and they will have a day together. We'll see. I don't know about that.
Oh God. I hope everything goes okay tomorrow and nothing is wrong with either of us. I'm not worried, just been through this before and I know what I'm getting into. Not looking forward to it either. UGh. But then my beautiful baby girl will be here and everything will be sooooo much better. I can't wait to drop this load!LOL! It's a strange mix of excitment and being scared..... Kinda like the first time I was "with " hubby! Lol.
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Wow will keep you in my prayers! I'm excited for you.