January 15th

On January 15th I misscarried my 9 1/2 week baby. For a while I was in a deep depressive mode. Then slowly my boyfriend and my friends brought me back to this earth. I had been bleeding heavily all day then at 9:00 pm I passed a large clump of tissue and blood. The next day I went to the doctors who confirmed that I had misscarried. It still is hard to talk about it now, especially seeing so many people who happily are gettting pregnant and giving birth. I just don't know what I did wrong, and why did it happen to me.

dont feel bad i miscarried 3 times before i had a successful pregnancy just look at it this way that you knoe that something would have been wrong with the baby that would have make it more painful for the baby to have survived. just think of it like you atleast knoe that you can get pregnant so dont give up!!!