I feel HORRIBLE . . . [ vent ]
1053 postsposted 17th Oct '07
Well, some of you know the story between Lloyd and I... well... I got him arrested again. He breached his contract, he came within 500 metres from my house. It's something I had to do... right? Ugg, why do I feel so guilty about everything?!
His entire life, no one loved him. It's like he just wanted someone to love him, but he didn't go how to... go after it. Ya know?
Everybody keeps telling me I did the right thing. I'd like to believe them, but I just can't. I've never had this feeling of guilt in my life... EVER! Not only did I take myself away from him. I took this son away from him. The custody battle hasn't happened yet, but he's doubtfully getting visitation rights. Maybe [MAYBE] at the CAS office up in Windsor.
He's even switching over to LDSS. The other high school in Leamington. I actually feel bad for Kalyscia .
Ugg, I just feel soooo guilty. I wish this feeling would go away and I could realize I did the RIGHT thing.
On a better note... Aaron and I are dating. He's been great, even towards Wyatt... which is the most important part.
quoteHis entire life, no one loved him. It's like he just wanted someone to love him, but he didn't go how to... go after it. Ya know?
Everybody keeps telling me I did the right thing. I'd like to believe them, but I just can't. I've never had this feeling of guilt in my life... EVER! Not only did I take myself away from him. I took this son away from him. The custody battle hasn't happened yet, but he's doubtfully getting visitation rights. Maybe [MAYBE] at the CAS office up in Windsor.
He's even switching over to LDSS. The other high school in Leamington. I actually feel bad for Kalyscia .
Ugg, I just feel soooo guilty. I wish this feeling would go away and I could realize I did the RIGHT thing.
On a better note... Aaron and I are dating. He's been great, even towards Wyatt... which is the most important part.
I have 2 kids & live in Leamington, Ontario
1746 postsposted 17th Oct '07
I wouldn't feel too terrible..
From what it sounds like to me this guy has some serious emotional issues.
When love and obsession come together, it can be dangerous.
You never know.. He really might try to hurt you because you are seeing someone else..
quoteFrom what it sounds like to me this guy has some serious emotional issues.
When love and obsession come together, it can be dangerous.
You never know.. He really might try to hurt you because you are seeing someone else..
I have 1 child & live in West Columbia, Texas
4546 postsposted 17th Oct '07
Don't feel guilty, you did the right thing! If you didn't call something could have happened to you or Wyatt.
quoteI have 1 child & live in Regina, Saskatchewan
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