I just lost my baby Lukas on September 23 and I have some good days and I have some bad days. But my days are REALLY bad!!! I listen to music alot....and it helps! I have a few verses from songs that help me cope as well as 2 poems! I hope it helps you all and I hope we all have enough strength one day to pick our heads up and not be sad that they are gone but to embrace they are where they need to be. In God's Arms!!!
"I know my heart will never be the same, but Im telling myself I'll be okay. Even on my weakest days.....I get a little bit stronger!!!!"
"This is my temporary Home
It's not where I belong.
Windows and rooms that I'm passin' through.
This was just a stop,on the way to where I'm going.
I'm not afraid because I know... this was
My temporary home."
A little angel unknown I, am, my place is as an angel in a secret land.
I didn't have a name as such, you didn't get the chance,
I wasn't meant to live on earth just touch you by the hand.
I've been sent to touch your lives and I know youíll think that cruel,
but its only special people that are chosen exceptions to the rules.
I knew you would love me from the very start,
from that first sighting & beating of my tiny heart,
so I know that it will hurt you that you have to say goodbye,
but I am your guardian angel now and I'll dry the tears from your eyes.
I'll be there by your side wherever you now go,
I will hear you speak of me often & what I might have been if I'd grown,
I'll be the special angel in the picture that you have,
I'll remind you of my brother & my dad,
I'll have your little features all of you as one
& I'll love you always as my special mum.
You might not have got to see me as a living breathing thing,
but I'll be the ribbon around your heart and my love will be deep within,
this pleasure I promise will be mine,
to be your guardian angel from now until the end of time.
I'll gift you with my presence every night within your dreams,
walk always as your special unknown angel
gifted to you within just for a short while,
so think of me often and smile,
For I, am your very own special unknown gifted child.
A butterfly once came to me and landed in my hands. Behold! Said, I I now passes such beauty my soul demands. Within my hands cupped round my prize, I felt its litter flutter. My heart did leap with joy until I heard a whisper mutter. Clasp me not, let me fly free for here I cannot stay. Life is fleet and I must go, Just remember me today and for ever always!!!
To our little Guardian Angel, Lukas Daniel Cole! Fly over the rainbow and we'll meet you on the other side!!! We all love you so much!